Posted by: Pagan Muse | 29/08/2017

The New Fascists

Fascism: 1: a political philosophy, movement, or regime that exalts nation and often race above the individual and that stands for a centralized autocratic government headed by a dictatorial leader, severe economic and social regimentation, and forcible suppression of opposition 2 : a tendency toward or actual exercise of strong autocratic or dictatorial control .

false flag: describes covert operations that are designed to deceive in such a way that activities appear as though they are being carried out by entities, groups, or nations other than those who actually planned and executed them.

I’ve been musing over all the kerfuffle in Charlottesville lately. It was only one of many false flags perpetuated recently but it was one that particularly enflamed my friends, both on social media and in life. To me it was a glaring example of a false flag operation, but to many it was a spark that set off infernos that divided families and friends.

Emotions ran high throughout and beyond this event. What was actually happening was lost to most of those concerned, those who were most deeply affected. People who focus on dots do not see the bigger picture. The ones who shouted the loudest were focussing on a dot – the dot of ‘antifacism’. They do not realise how they are being manipulated.

There are two issues about this one event that I muse over. The first being the overt manipulation of our perceptions. This is what Political Correctness is used for. It is Orwell’s Newspeak. It is the elite using a target population to silence the rest of the population.

Perception is everything. Our behaviour comes from our perception of the world, reality and self. Hence, if the control system manipulates us to perceive the world in the way they want us to, they control our behaviour. What we perceive, we manifest. So, by manipulating the population’s perceptions, they actually control our reality.

How this relates to Charlottesville is how the media portrayed the event. They said the far right were protesting for freedom of speech, the far left was protesting against hate. Can you see what they did there? It’s psychological manipulation. They have put in our perception that freedom of speech is Hate. Now anyone who desires free speech is automatically far right. Social media works in tandem with the news organisations to continue the manipulation and make sure it is firmly held in the population’s psyche. Have you noticed how ‘Twitter storms’ are now considered news items to be reported on national newscasts? Does anyone look into the accounts of those starting these ‘storms’? If they did, they would no doubt find them to be working for the control system, whose purpose is to start ‘storms’ to continue the perception manipulation. Humans are far too concerned with doing what others do, so we are ridiculously easy to manipulate. I was called a nazi online several times for defending Freedom of Speech only a day after the event. The few can’t silence those who are alerting the population to what’s going on so they manipulate others in the population to do it, and it works a treat.

These two sides are actually of the same mindset, they are mirrors of each other. They both choose to use violence and coercion to force others to either agree or be silent. The far left is portrayed in the media as peace loving and tolerant, but if you pay close attention you’ll find they are anything but. There are videos on youtube showing that it was Antifa that pulled the first punches. There was violence on both sides after that. Trump (perceived as far right) said as much but was criticised harshly for it, unduly in my opinion, but that is another discussion. This is obvious in so many cases. One particular one that I remember was when far left protestors were successful in stopping Nick Griffin (far right) from speaking at the Oxford Union. I will point out, by the way, that Antifa are funded by George Soros, one of the leading elites.

It amuses me to watch the far left shout about Fascism when they are using fascism as their tool to silence their perceived opponents. What was a dominant characteristic of Hitler? He persecuted anyone who spoke against him, thus halting any opposition. They are effectively forcing self censorship – people are afraid to speak their truth for fear of being labelled a racist. This is a stepping stone to the loss of Freedom of Speech and we are allowing them to do it by not speaking our truth. We see this all the time – do or say anything against the status quo and you will be called a racist. While some are happy to protest against censorship, they don’t realise how they self censor like this. It is as bad as book burning.

The second issue I muse over is the erasure of history. The event in Charlottesville centred around a group of people protesting (peacefully) the removal of a statue of Robert E Lee. As far as I can remember, the right to peacefully protest has not been removed from the statute books, so these people were well within their rights. The issues around Gen. Lee are irrelevant to this blog, I talk of the actions of the far left, then the far right who came in to have a punch up. My sympathies go to the original group who seemed to get caught in the crossfire.

Those who did not want a statue of Robert E Lee behaved like fascists – anything they do not agree with must be removed. It is rather like the Taliban destroying Buddhist monuments. Their dot is the only dot. This is the very definition of fascism. Yet, we were confronted by the angry bays of the far left demanding that the statue is evil and offends blahblahblah and must be destroyed. Yawn. I heard only one person suggesting that instead of removing a statue they could erect a couple more of prominent black figures from the town. Then, all the heroes of the past can be remembered and respected together, as an inclusive and tolerant society would. For some reason, the woman who suggested this was not given airtime in any UK news outlets, not sure about the US ones. That is because her suggestion would have led to peace and tolerance and that is definitely not in the agenda.

There is national precedence as well. Whenever the US military goes into a nation such as Iraq, Libya, etc, the first thing that happens after the carpet bombing is that the museums and ancient sites are looted and destroyed. We saw ISIS destroying sites in Syria as well, but anyone informed knows that ISIS (and all the other groups) are funded and controlled by the US so there should be no surprise that this happened.

They are attempting to erase history. Orwell said whoever controls the past controls the present and they then control the future. There is a force which wants to centralise power on a global level so a few people can dictate world events. They control the direction of human society, our present and future. They begin by making us forget our past. These events are orchestrated, they are not random. They continue on social media. Google and Youtube have both said they will begin to suppress ‘conspiracy theories’, which is anything that goes against the elite’s official lines. The censorship and removal of Free Speech moves apace.

It is disheartening to watch intelligent young (and old for that matter) people going along with all this like obedient sheep. They demand to not be offended, ever, with institutions such as Universities encouraging them along by offering ‘safe spaces’ and allowing the ‘deplatforming’ of any speaker who might say something to upset their rigid worldview. All of this encourages the sheep to view themselves as victims of something. When we perceive ourselves as a victim, we look outside for protection – to the government for instance. We are being infantalised while we are being penned into ever smaller perception cages. If only more would see it.

There is an easy solution to all of this – choose not to be offended. When someone says something that is meant to hurt you, say ‘what a dickhead’ and move on. Simple as that, I do it daily. Raise your frequency and don’t let yourself be affected.
Getting off the technology helps as well. The digital heroin that is mobile phones, tablets, computers and even things like Siri, google glass and the apple watch are distractions stopping us from focussing on the things that matter, like who we really are and why we are here. These things are also a stepping stone. The agenda is to get the tech into our bodies, which has already begun with microchips, which will not ‘enhance our humanity’ as the transhumanists say, but will make us less human by removing our connection to the universe by bypassing our upper chakras. I wonder how many know that Siri, for instance, was created using seed money obtained from DAARPA, the technological arm of the Pentagon? There is so much ignorance, in a world of education. Everything truly is inverted in our world.

The bottom line is that we are much more than our physical bodies and we create our own reality, so if we allow the control system to control our perceptions, we have given up our ability to control our own lives. The solution is simple – take back control of your perceptions.

Change your perceptions and you change the world. No fighting or force or coercion needed.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 22/08/2017

Truth and Truthers

I enjoy listening to podcasts. I have a diverse range that I listen to from paranormal to truther podcasts – yes, I love listening to the alternative media, having no trust in the mainstream media. I have a little speaker that I carry around the house with me so I can listen to these no matter where I am in the house or what I’m doing. It’s quite convenient and enjoyable. Most of the time.

I heard one today that has made me sigh and shake my head. A researcher that I had respected has lost it in my estimation. This isn’t the first time though, quite a few of the prominent researchers have the same narrow mindedness on the subject of Pagans. They simply don’t understand us at all. The real problem is that they make little effort to understand us.

Now, I am not one who will only listen to those I agree with. I think it’s actually impossible to agree with anyone 100% and that it’s very stupid to dismiss someone simply because you disagree with a few things they say. So that is not where I’m coming from here.

I get rather discouraged by researchers who view the world through a Christian filter judging Pagans, always judging us to be Satanic and evil or at best misguided. This judgement is based on books and historical figures, usually Victorian, who are famous for being Pagan. Never do they say they have spoken to say a practicing Witch or a Druid for instance to find out what the truth actually is about what they believe and what they do.

I am a practising Witch and I particularly do not like these researchers calling any evil woman, such as Hilary Clinton, a witch. That is incredibly insulting to us Witches. That woman is truly evil and I believe her to be an actual Satanist. Neither Pagans nor Witches are Satanists. I don’t believe Satan even exists…..but, I’ve gone over this again and again in previous blogs so I won’t bore you with more protestations. Of course I understand that some Pagans will abuse their power and do evil. Every group has its arseholes. That should not reflect on the group as a whole.

I have taken one researcher to task for mentioning an evil man who is thought to be a paedophile and murderer and linking him to witchcraft. He did respond positively and I hope he is educating himself properly on the subject. But, he is the exception, not the rule.

The difficulty for these researchers is that Pagans are very diverse. If you asked a group of 10 Pagans what their beliefs are you would get 10 different answers. We have things in common though and we are tolerant of each other’s differences. Of course, like I said, every group has its arseholes, but we mostly rub along happily.

The bloke today had done extensive research, so he said, into the history of the New Age. He found frauds and conmen as you would find in any community. He linked them to the Globalists and the Masons and decided that this makes them evil Satanists who must be condemned.

His first mistake was to assume that all Pagans are New Age. This is a common misconception. Most Pagans are Old Age, we follow the old ways and most of us look at New Agers with amusement, though we don’t judge, we are all on our own path. We do find the New Age shops useful as they sell the things we use daily in our craft – herbs, incense, charcoal, and yes, even crystals. Using crystals does not make you New Age, it makes you intelligent as they are incredibly useful and beautiful tools.

His second mistake was to assume all Pagans follow a myriad of gods and goddesses so are being guided by evil spirits. This is simply not true. Many Pagans, especially witches in my experience, do not work with any gods at all. I know quite a few who work regularly with one or two and I know a few who do but only on a casual basis to achieve something. I know many more who work with no deity at all. I personally, do not do the god thing at all, it’s far too much like religion to me and I reject religion entirely.

That is his third mistake, believing it to be a religion. To a large portion of us, Paganism is simply a way of life, a philosophy. There is ritual, yes, but not all of us do them regularly and not all of us invoke any deity to be involved. Again, we are a very diverse group. He kept commenting on Hinduism as though all of us are Hindus, he is sadly mistaken if he believes that.

This bloke then goes on to trash anyone who believes in past lives or any of the unseen aspects of this reality. He only believes in Science or ‘the provable’ as he calls it. If he only believes what we can perceive and measure than he is truly a fool. Even scientists admit that we can only perceive a tiny fraction of all that exists.

That is enough about this bloke, who I must say I think is an idiot. But he is typical of much of the Truth movement. They read lots of books, mostly each others, and they study videos and media. When it comes to analysing things like False Flags and the global control system they excel with their research. But when it comes to discussing spiritual aspects to stories or anything that cannot be measured, such as ghosts, past lives, channelling etc, they are seriously lacking.

They are so glued to Science that they cannot comprehend the Unseen, nor do they seem to want to. They refuse to accept that anything exists that Science cannot explain. The truth is that most of what exists cannot be seen by Science, hence it cannot explain it. That does not mean it doesn’t exist. Any knowledge obtained through a process other than Science must be dismissed by these narrow minds. What’s particularly galling is that they claim to be open minded, though they belie that as soon as they start speaking.

And of course, if these researchers do not believe something than anyone who does believe it must be wrong. The number of narcissists in the field is truly astounding. They really believe that they are right and that whatever filter they use to view the world (usually Christian in the western world) is the only truth. This of course, only takes them so far down the rabbit hole so to speak as their own beliefs will stop them going beyond a certain point.

Science is actually coming round to some of the ideas that this bloke and his ilk dismiss – such as our reality being holographic, that there is no physical at all. I do subscribe to this thought myself, it resonates very much with me at the moment. Many of my researches (not including books, but actual experiences) lead me to believe that everything is energy, and that the physical is simply a holographic simulation. That is my current thinking, I will add, I have no rigid beliefs, they change as new information is gained.

I will continue to listen to this chap, as I say I do not dismiss people because of a few disagreements. I’m sure I’ll enjoy most of his future podcasts. I can only hope that he extends his research somewhat.

Actually, I feel quite sorry for this researcher and his fellows as they very much limit their own reality. By seeing only the physical they miss nearly everything worth noticing. By insisting on being Muggles, they never realise their own power to control their own lives. They are trapped in the Matrix, never even trying to escape it and for that I pity them.

I fear they are doomed to remain trapped in the Matrix, something I do not intend to do.

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 24/07/2017

An Emancipated Witch

I apologise for not having written anything for some time, I’ve been coming to terms with a lesson that’s taken me all my 53 years to learn and it has stifled my inspiration somewhat.

The matter I’m musing on is Narcissists. I feel like I’m really beginning to understand them now, even though I’ve been dealing with them all my life. I’m amazed at how many there are around me, though I shouldn’t really be as our society creates them. Our Me,Me,Me society has created a dualistic situation where we are either givers or takers, there seems to be very little balance.

As a child, I was taught that I had to help everyone else and do what I was told regardless of my feelings or needs. To think of myself, I was told, was selfish and that was the worst thing anyone can be. I now know this to be bollocks. Elite bollocks designed to keep us in low vibrations thus eminently controllable. The elite are mostly narcissists. The worst thing anyone can be is a slave held in emotional servitude to another.

I’ve had several experiences in the last year that have been so educational, and emotionally draining, but I will leave these in the personal realm where they belong. One situation though is very public and I’ll use it to highlight what I mean. Facebook pages.  I will refer to facebook from here on as fb.

I have created and maintained several pages in the years I’ve been on fb. The same thing happens every time……there are a large handful of people who join the group purely for the chance to advertise their shop, blog, local event, etc. They have no intention of interacting with the group,  they see it only as free advertising.

What’s the harm in that, I hear you ask? Where is the harm in letting someone tell others about their event, blog or shop? The harm is that it only takes a couple constantly posting their things to completely hijack your page. As you post something on a fb page, it causes the rest of the posts to scroll down. So, anything I posted on my page was quickly obliterated from sight as the ads took prominence. The whole purpose of the fb page was immediately lost as the members could not see what I posted. It soon had me questioning why I bothered spending so much time creating and making the page if my posts were not seen by the members. It soon became clear that either the ads had to go or the fb page would. It was the ads that went and the pages returned to their original purposes.

I explained this to a shop owner recently who actually told me that they thought advertising local shops was the purpose of my fb page. The page in question is for organising a local Pagan moot which I summon and organise. That is all, it’s a simple page, so where they got that idea is a mystery to me. The same situation occurred with this page as with the others and soon the members were saying they would not bother reading the page as all they saw was adverts. So, I have banned all adverts now. You can’t ban some and allow others without getting grief, so I banned all. Many of those with things to advertise have responded well and happily. They know they are very welcome at our moot where they can talk about all the things they do and invite the members along.

But sadly, some have not and here we come to narcissists. I have been called all sorts of names from mean to bitch and beyond. This is the response of a narcissist – when they don’t get what they want they get nasty. The intention is for us to be so intimidated by them that we cave in and oblige them. I used to do this, I don’t anymore.

This doesn’t just happen on fb, oh no, it’s everywhere in my life. As people know I’m a healer, I get requests – no, demands – to come wherever they are and heal them. For free. I have been known to give free healings if a friend is in need, but I do not respond to demands. I don’t respond to emotional blackmail either – the ‘I’ll kill myself’ or ‘I’ll hurt someone’ ploys if I don’t do as they wish. These are all games in the narcissistic arsenal and I no longer play.

I’ve come to see that narcissists think so highly of themselves that they actually believe the rest of us exist to serve their needs. They literally see the rest of us as servants, not as equal human beings at all. They believe they are the holders of all knowledge and the rest of us are expected to sit quietly in worship as they tell us what they know. We are not permitted to speak and if we do we receive abuse.

There are as many narcissists in the Pagan community as in the society as a whole. One thing that does amaze and amuse me is how many followers these people acquire – I tend to call these people minions. I know that’s not very nice but that is exactly how they behave. It is nothing more or less than a personality cult.

For years, I mused at what I was doing wrong as one narcissist after another would get angry with me and start the rumours spreading and I watched those I thought to be friends turn against me. I now know that this is another of the narcissists games. It actually has a name given by psychiatrists – Projection. They are unwilling to see their own shortcomings and in an effort to be held accountable will project them onto someone else. Narcissists are never wrong you see.

The other game which has a name is Gaslighting. I quote from an article: “Gaslighting is a manipulative tactic that can be described in a different variation of three words, ‘that didn’t happen’, ‘you imagined it’ and ‘are you crazy’. It is perhaps one of the most insidious manipulative tactics out there because it works to distort and erode your sense of reality; it eats away at your ability to trust yourself and inevitably disables you from feeling justified in calling out abuse and mistreatment.”

The article goes on to mention the other manipulative tactics: nonsensical conversations from Hell, blanket statements and generalisations, deliberately misrepresenting your thoughts and feelings to the point of absurdity, nitpicking and moving the goalposts, changing the subject to avoid accountability, covert and overt threats, name calling, smear campaigns and stalking, love bombing and devalutation, bait and feign innocence, boundry testing and hovering, aggressive jabs disguised as jokes, shaming, etc,

I’ve watched quite a few go through all the stages in the last year or so, watched one take it so far that it broke up a moot because the narcissist disagreed with an opinion of them stated.


I muse about why so many Pagans are prepared to follow these narcissists. What is within them to need to follow? I don’t understand it and I will no longer play along. If that makes me a bitch so be it.

I’ve worked so hard to raise my frequency to the Heart chakra to get to where I now live in the vibration of Love. I know others who have also done so alongside me. We now see narcissists coming and do not play the games which put us front of the queue for abuse. So be it. It only makes us stronger. Of course, the narcissists don’t see this and continue. They are so low in vibration that they do not see clearly.  And they never look at themselves objectively.

One of the courses I took for healing, the first one, required me to look at myself honestly. To regularly review what I do and think. This was an extremely helpful exercise, one I repeat  daily. If we cannot see ourselves honestly, how can we see others? It’s something everyone should do, but one that a narcissist would not be capable of.

Going back to the fb thing…..Over the years, I’ve asked those who advertised on my pages if they would advertise my shop, blog, page, healing practice in return and was told No, they haven’t the space to advertise for others. Narcissists do not help others. They see no reason to reciprocate anything. There is no balance.

So, I now stand up to narcissists and say No to their very startled faces. After 53 years of bullying from all sides from these people, I have said No More. And I damn well mean it. I am now an emancipated witch. Hoorah!!

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 21/04/2017

Blahblahblah, Yawn

Watching yet another election cycle shows us how clueless most people are about our world. I am told I MUST vote for the one wearing a red rosette because blahblahblah, another tells me I MUST vote for the one wearing a blue rosette because blahblahblah, yet another says no, I MUST vote for the one wearing the yellow rosette because blahblahblah……ad nauseum.  Yawn.

All of them bring up issues that are vital to them – the NHS, the economy,  terrorism, welfare payments (they want more of them usually), and of course the EU and Brexit. At least no one has mentioned Gay marriage as their one priority like my parents did in the last three US elections. There is always one good thing to find in any situation, after all.

All of them have one thing in common – they actually believe that there is a difference between the political parties, they believe this to their core and will roll their eyes all the way up, laugh and call me names when I say there is none. When I say I have no interest in voting at all they can get quite abusive. I have not always held this view, in fact it’s a relatively new one in my life, only occurring about 14 years or so ago. I’m sorry it took me so long to see the truth, but better late than never, eh.

I’ve heard intense debates over which leader will be a better Prime Minister and why each party will make our country a Paradise. Blahblahblah. Yawn.  The election was only called a few days ago, for pity’s sake. It’ll seem an eternity to get through the next 6 weeks. I’m still recovering from the horror that was the last US election, and while I am still technically American, I don’t live in the US or vote there!

I am constantly amazed at how quickly people forget things. Orwell really did get it right in 1984 when he talked about the way history was constantly changed and no one noticed. How the enemy in the War Without End changed and no one noticed. That is the world we live in today – so few people remember the recent past or take much notice of anything beyond the latest reality TV show. I was told yesterday that the Tories (Conservatives for those not in the UK) have destroyed the NHS. Really? So when Blair (Labour PM) added a whole new level of management, with their large salaries and golden pensions, that was the Tories? When Blair (Labour PM) decided to enforce a policy of demanding that hospitals be leased from private owners (usually people who donated large sums to the Labour party) instead of the government owning these properties, that was the Tories ruining the NHS? The fact is that both parties have done damage to the NHS, diverting funds away from doctors and nurses and into their own pet schemes benefitting their own buddies. This is part of the globalist agenda, it has nothing to do with any particular party.

The same person tried to tell me that the Tories are the war party. That made me laugh so hard I could only utter one word – Blair! The UK have not had a warmonger like Blair for a very long time. How anyone could defend a party that allows Tony Blair to lead it, or even be a member of it  is beyond me.

On the news last night, people on the street were asked about who they would vote for. One man actually said he was voting Labour because the leader was ‘such a decent man, he makes his own jam, did you know that?’  He’s voting for a man because he makes his own jam. You couldn’t make that up! Another woman said it was her family tradition to vote Labour! She had no idea that she’d  just admitted that her family are brain dead. It certainly highlighted the fact that most humans are indeed unthinking sheepbots.

The Labour leader may indeed be a decent man. I have no doubt that on the back benches, way far to the back, in Parliament there are decent men and women. But in our current system they have no hope, no hope at all, of achieving anything concrete to help humanity.

I’ve only heard my MP (a Tory) speak once in Parliament, on the day of the debate about whether to bomb Syria. She stood up and asked the PM to praise the children of Ilkeston for making a birthday card for the Queen, and would he deliver it to Her Maj.  There are no words. I could only shake my head in disbelief. I saw her one day when I was on the bus and she was coming out of her office on the marketplace and looked around her looking frightened. If that’s all she has to bring to Parliament, she should be frightened of her constituents. I don’t remember which one of the American Founders said it, but he was right that government should be afraid of the citizens, not the other way around. Her response to the four emails I’ve sent her asking various questions have all been Conservative Party forms – the sort where they just write your name at the top and their name on the bottom. Useless. No, I did not vote for her and will laugh out loud if I see her name on the ballet this time.

I support NO political party, so I’m not picking on one, I pick on all of them. I can honestly say that there is NO politician I trust, of any colour rosette. As far as I’m concerned they are all a bunch of lying, self-promoting, paedophile protecting dirtbags.

The scale of delusion is remarkable once you see it, it truly is. I feel a bit ashamed it took me till 40 to see it. Now that I’m quite a bit beyond 40, it saddens me greatly that there are still so few who see that the parties all do the same thing. They may talk a lot and say they will do this that and the other, but when in power they do what the globalists, the ones with the money and the blackmail tapes, tell them to do. The ‘leaders’ we see are simply puppets to the puppeteers who are in the shadows.

So, the only issue for me in this or any other election, including the referendum to leave the EU, is to defeat the globalists. They are the enemy of humanity, they must be defeated – or ‘denominated’ as they say in the Law of One. I’m not saying I will not vote, but IF I cast a vote it will be for the ones who I think will actually follow through with Brexit. The EU is essential for the globalists plans for their World Government, they cannot have the latter without the former. So, it is essential for us to break up the EU. Seemples as the meerkat would say.

Following on that theme, I would love for Scotland to have their independence. And why not let the Irelands reunite as well. The more devolution the better if it kicks the globalist plans in the nether regions. To my mind, all other issues don’t really matter much. If the World Government becomes a reality, democracy is out the window and we can all kiss goodbye any freedoms we have left. So, the economy, NHS, wars and even 9/11 and UFO disclosure seem a bit secondary to me. Yes, by the way, I have heard one bloke say the latter was the most vital issue to him. Astounding really, I thought he was far more aware than that. Hm, oh well.

So, in June, if I see no candidate that I believe will follow through with Brexit I shall write a statement on my ballot telling them all why I turned up but voted for none of them. This is important too – we should show them that we are not simply lazy or apathetic, there is a reason we refuse to participate in the farce that is elections. Not that I think any of them will take any notice, but we do what we can.

The President of the EU told us the reason for the election, by the way, in case anyone is still wondering……he said that if the Conservatives lost, the UK can stop all the Brexit talk and come back into the fold without any recriminations. Aw, bless. We knew they’d get their second vote, didn’t we.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 29/03/2017

The Continuing Adventures of a Ghostbotherer

Our small band of intrepid souls have continued bothering ghosts this past winter, though not as often as during summer. Standing outside in the cold is not much fun so we tend to only go to indoor venues and these are not as plentiful, mainly as the majority of them want us to pay them money and we don’t do that. Money is not our incentive, we’ll neither pay nor charge. We do this as an ongoing research project of sorts. We are interested in the nature of reality far more than money.

We have recently been invited into a couple of private homes. These are always a pleasure to do as we have in the past been able to bring solutions to problems and that is incredibly satisfying. One of the recent ones in a private home did not yield any results but was enjoyable nonetheless. It was a challenge for me personally as I was forced to face a long-standing fear – reptiles. Growing up in Florida, I was surrounded by alligators, snakes, snapping turtles and lizards, many of whom could have killed me so I think the fear had a purpose. This home had a lizard pet sitting in front of a heatlamp, not in an aquarium. It sat there looking at me the whole time we were in the same room, which totally creeped me out. Then I heard that there was also a snake somewhere in the house, ‘probably hibernating in the floor boards’. That was it, all thoughts of ghosts gone from my head as I walked around the house in stocking feet (we were asked to remove our shoes) thinking only about this snake. I made it through the night but will not be visiting this house again no matter how lovely the homeowner is.

The next private home visit was far more fruitful though also a bit unnerving. It produced two very  good photos, which I’ll share:

reptile dude   Original of being outside window

Romer, 11.3.17.reptilian dude closeup  Close up of being

These show a being captured with the full spectrum camera – IR and UV – and not seen in the visible light range. It looks to me much like what abductees and witnesses say are reptilian aliens. it appears to be doing something with energy at this ladies solar plexus – the white mist. I’m quite intrigued by this photo and this being. I’ve sent it to a couple of people who make a study of UFOs and aliens to ask their opinion, but have not heard anything back. I don’t really expect to hear from them but it would be nice to as I value their opinions. Never mind. The lady, by the way, is about 5’6″ to get an idea of the size of the thing. Soon after this photo was taken, I went out in the same place to get some fresh air. I actually stood right where this thing is, shivered involuntarily and said ‘ooo, don’t like it here’ and went back inside. Now I know why I reacted like that.

Romer.11.3.17.white lady 1  Here you see an apparition, also in the IR range forming next to one of our group. This lady did say repeatedly that she felt a hand on her head and her shoulder throughout the evening. There was no maliciousness felt however. The figure is standing in front of a fireplace and yes you can see some of the things through it, but the figure seems to be between the fire and our table. There was no living person in the space and we did not see anything with our eyes. We were getting responses from a Monica on the Ouija board at this same time.

One other place we’ve gone recently was a local bingo hall (with a reputation for being haunted) who invited us in for one free investigation. Unfortunately, they also invited 20 other people, including another group. There were far too many people, most of whom did not seem to be capable of sitting still or being quiet, for any real investigating to happen. We had a couple conversations with spirit, but nothing of any great import and got nothing on the camera. All in all we were rather disappointed with that one but never mind, we’ll notch it up to experience.

Now the weather is improving we will be out and about more, haunting graveyards and secluded spaces talking to whoever will talk to us, preferably not the living asking us why we are in a graveyard at midnight.

The reaction I seem to get most is ‘if that thing was there you would have seen it’, followed by ridicule and accusations of photoshopping. I don’t know how to photoshop and wouldn’t bother if I did, what would the point of that be? I’m not out to prove anything to anyone. I don’t care if anyone else believes in spirit or aliens or not.

I am amazed at how few people understand me when I say it was taken in the Infrared range. People truly believe that they are able to see all that exists when in reality we perceive only a tiny fraction of all that exists and our camera proves it. Yes, indeed, we would have noticed a giant reptile thingy standing there if it was in our range of perception, but it wasn’t. The being does have the classic ‘busted’ look on its face – it clearly wasn’t expecting us to be able to detect it.

That is what is so fascinating about all this. Photographing and having intelligent conversations with beings that we can’t see is exciting to us and very informative as well. We learn something at nearly every location. This is us doing our own research, it’s a shame more people don’t.

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 16/02/2017


I was asked recently why I haven’t written for a while. For quite a few reasons was my answer. I write when inspired so I suppose I haven’t been sufficiently inspired for a while. So, what’s been going on in my little world? Quite a lot, both good and bad. The bad has come, as usual, mostly from the activities of the Archons.

I’ve talked about the archons enough to not want to go into any explanations – if any reader doesn’t know who or what they are, I refer them to past blogs.

These negative beings, minions of the negative force that seeks to control this Matrix, do love to kick us when we’re down, don’t they. They do not create the situations, they do not have creative abilities, but they certainly do exploit them when they occur.

Recently, one of my oldest and best friends died. It was unexpected to me as she never told me she was ill. We do not live in the same country anymore so we did not see each other face to face for many years. We did keep in close touch on the internet, however, and the loss is felt very strongly. We had a very comfortable friendship – one that picks up where it left off no matter how much time has passed between conversations. We cared for and respected each other totally. I miss her, I miss seeing her posts on facebook, I miss chatting with her on messenger, I miss seeing her photos. She was one of the very few people who understood me and accepted me, liked me even, for who I am. These people are rare in our lives, we should cherish them. I know she knew that I reciprocated that acceptance.

While I am indeed sad of her passing and miss her, I know there is no death, only a change in frequency. She lives on in the frequency of spirit. She has come to me a few times now in spirit and it was wonderful to speak to her. I know she is happy and is now travelling to all the places she could not go to in life. I am happy for her and a little envious too perhaps. I now see physical death as a positive thing – a step forward in our growth process. I know that sounds very strange to others, but that is how I see it. We are not our bodies, after all, we are the energy that animates them.  Physical death is like getting out of our car (the body, the vessel) and carrying on with our day.

You will not be surprised to hear that when it happened and I was still reeling from the shock, the archons struck. I’ve come to understand a bit better how they inhabit a living person – rather like a ghost possession to my mind – and use them to ‘get at’ us to bring us down in frequency, bring us back into the human flock. They do choose their living person wisely, I’ll give them that. They chose a friend who was already beginning to let her competitiveness and jealousy get the better of her.

I am always amazed at anyone who is jealous of me. I live a relatively simple life and (after many years of searching) have found my happiness and contentment with what I have so do not look for much else. Those who are always seeking and never happy with what they have do often have this jealousy, but I see it as their challenge, their problem, not mine. I have my own challenges and leave them to theirs. Our happiness and contentment is within us, of course, so we don’t have to look far. But many of us still manage to miss it for so much of our lives, don’t we.

So, this friend began in earnest to ‘go psycho’ as we say. She began a complete and very public meltdown that has split our local Pagan community in half. Synchronicity brought an article to my attention just as this manifested in full. It listed the 20 tactics a malignant narcissist will use to silence us. Boy, was it on target. My friend used all 20. I thank the article for reminding me what all this was and how to deal with it. I had learned these things in a basic Psychology course I took at Uni, but had forgotten most of it in the intervening 30 odd years. I won’t go into it in detail here so if you want to read this wonderfully useful article, you’ll find it here:

The ‘fight’ then went on in high gear. I put the word fight in quotes because it was completely one sided. She fought me, in increasingly personal terms, but I was not fighting her. For my part, I saw it as a debate. The subject matter makes me laugh now, it’s so ridiculous, but aren’t most arguments ridiculous when we look back on them.

The issue was that she hates Trump, hates him with a passion and I don’t. I don’t Hate at all. I wish no one dead. She found this impossible to accept. The funny thing is that last summer we had a discussion where she was telling me that Trump couldn’t possibly be part of the Establishment as he had gone bankrupt 4 times. I still don’t really follow that position but it doesn’t matter. My point was that if he wasn’t acceptable to the Establishment he would not have been allowed to be a candidate for the Presidency. Anyhow, soon afterward she changed her position completely and in the course of that decided that I had too. I hadn’t, by the way, but facts don’t fit into a narcissists reality. Nor does logic.

I do post political things on my facebook page, and do not apologise for it. I am, however, perfectly happy for anyone to disagree as long as it doesn’t degrade into personal insults. I do know that it doesn’t matter who lives in the White House as they are not the ones in charge. The Agenda will go ahead regardless. I did hope that it may go ahead much slower with Trump there and knew darn well that it would be full speed ahead if Hitlery got there. So, when Trump was elected, I was happy. In fact, my post was Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, give or take a few Ha’s. I find it hilarious to watch the Elite lose. His inauguration speech was a joy to watch. The faces of the Elite such as Obama and the Clintons were priceless.  I know in the end it won’t matter much, but we take what joy life gives us.

So, this ‘fight’ that has the local community gossiping was a case of she disagreed with me. That is all – she disagreed with me. Hardly a matter for calling in the troops, but that is exactly what happened. Now, friends are no longer friends and I am suddenly free on the third Thursday of each month as she’s removed me from her Moot. Today is the third Thursday and I’m sure my ears will be buzzing very soon. Meh, never mind. I can meet up with my friends – many of whom have also been removed for daring to stand up to her – any time we like. A couple of us had thought of going for lunch at the Moot pub but sitting in the other room, but in the end thought it not such a good idea.

A storm over nothing. This has happened to me at least twice in the past that I can think of.  I now muse upon why I keep attracting people like this to me. My ex-friend had the potential to do this from the moment we met, the Archons simply used her innate characteristics against me. She has done it before to others and bragged about it. What is it about me that attracts them? Is it my lesson to learn? I have learned a lot from this experience, that is certainly true and I am thankful for it. Do they have a lesson to learn from not beating me? Perhaps. Whichever, I hope it’s the end of it as it’s not a pleasant experience, not at all.

I wonder if she’s learned anything from this experience? I wonder if she’s thought about it in those terms at all? I’m constantly mystified by people who do not think beyond the physical. Who never think outside the 5 sense world – never contemplate the bigger picture. I know this will sound arrogant, but what a shallow existence that is, to only be concerned with physical things and never even wonder about anything deeper. To go to the grave thinking ‘if only my body was skinnier and prettier, if only I’d had more money’ is a very sad prospect indeed to me. They will be trapped in this Matrix forever if they stick to this thinking life after life, trapped in an endless cycle of reincarnation. That would be a tragedy to my mind, never learning. never growing, never escaping the Matrix. I sincerely hope my ex-friend does not fall into this trap. Even after all that has passed, I feel no animosity towards her and wish her the best. For the record, I never did feel any animosity towards her.

So, these past few months have been very active for me, on a spiritual level. I grieve, and celebrate, the life of one true friend and grieve for the loss of one that is still living that was not so true.

Funny old thing – life – isn’t it.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 13/01/2017

Talking Politics

I’ve been musing for some time now about this particular subject. No one thing has sparked this blog, but a culmination of the same issue coming up again and again. When this happens there is a lesson in there somewhere so I watch. I’m still not quite sure what the lesson is but my musing will now be written down.

I’m constantly told that I ‘talk politics’ too much. I’m also constantly told by others that they ‘don’t talk politics’. This confuses me as I don’t see how you can separate politics from life.

When we complain that we can’t get an appointment to see a doctor, complain that the school is (or is not) teaching a particular subject, complain about the price of food and clothing, complain about the state of the roads, complain about the cutting down of trees or how crowded and expensive it is to ride a train or an airplane we are ‘talking politics’.

When we speak of how great it is that we are allowed to worship in whatever way we choose, that it’s good that we take in refugees, how great it is that Pagans can now be legally married at the Goddess Temple or how it’s good that that baker was told they were not allowed to discriminate against gay customers we are ‘talking politics’.

Whether we like it or not, policies made by our political class have a direct effect on every part of our lives. These effects are both positive and negative, but they are effects nonetheless. When we discuss  them we are indeed ‘talking politics’.

So, I have been thinking why so many people have this perception that ‘talking politics’ is an undesirable, and downright detestable, thing to do. The only answer I can come up with that makes sense to me is that they have been conditioned to think that. I realise that sounds arrogant to most people, and that is not my intention, but it is the only reason that makes sense to me. We cannot avoid the fact that our perceptions are constantly manipulated, that we are conditioned from cradle to grave to think the way the system wants us to. Clearly they don’t want us to ‘talk politics’ as when we do we begin to think deeply about things and that may cause us to break out of the conditioning, even for a moment, and then we see the system for what it truly is.

I’ll give a clear example of what happens to me. I was born and raised in the southern US but have lived, for the most part, in the UK since 1985. I am now a British citizen and consider myself British. I love living in England and would not live anywhere else. My accent, however, betrays my US roots so I am always asked where I am from. The next question, inevitably, is do I go back often. My answer is No, I don’t. Why? Here comes the bit where I ‘talk politics’. The answer is always twofold: 1. I can’t afford to, and  2. Obama has made it impossible for me to.

Oh dear, I said the word Obama. I am ‘talking politics’. The truth, however,  is that he is indeed the reason I won’t go back. He has brought in policies that say that ex-pats must enter the US on an American passport, and they must use it to leave as well. I refuse to have a US passport, preferring to travel on my British passport. The reasons are both economic and ideological. To obtain this passport I must go to London (250 miles from my home), use the photographer they tell me and pay a ridiculous amount of money to have all my biometric data imprinted into a document. That is the economic issue. There is an overriding problem for me though in that I refuse to support the Endless War that the US has been waging for the last few decades. I simply refuse to endorse it in any way and giving them money to carry their passport is indeed endorsing their policies.

I personally know of a man in the same circumstances that I am regarding citizenship. He recently went to the US for a family occasion which he did not make as they put him in jail for not using a US passport. He now has a criminal record and is a few thousand dollars poorer. I did a bit of research and found that Obama has indeed been busy these last couple of years changing everything regarding ex-pats. We are not allowed to own shares and recently we had to close our bank account when they threatened to take the money as we ‘did not use the account regularly enough’. All my ties to the country of my birth, except my family of course, are now severed.

I looked into renouncing my citizenship, but found that if I took that path they would send me a bill for 2,500 dollars, which I don’t happen to have. So, I will simply continue to ignore them. Unfortunately this means I cannot go back for a visit even if I wanted to. I have a niece getting married soon and I would like to attend, but will not be. She understands but it is unfortunate. So you see how I cannot explain this without ‘talking politics’.

I’m sure there are some saying ‘swallow your principles and get the passport’. No, I won’t. Not supporting a corrupt system is something I am dedicated to and will not cease. That is what they want me to do therefore that is what I will not do. I am totally unimpressed with Obama for putting me in this situation in the first place. Why does he have to be such a dick as to dictate how ex-pats live anyway. Because he is part of the system, that’s why. They want us to do as they bid so will punish anyone who strays. Americans do seem to have difficulty in understanding anyone who wishes to live in another country. That is a shame, but it is their problem, not mine. I’ve also learned, by the way, that if you  renounce your US citizenship, you are only allowed to be in the country for 30 days a year from then on. How spiteful can they get?

So, it seems to me that stopping someone from ‘talking politics’ is the same as calling them racist every time they mention immigrants or calling them a conspiracy theorist if they talk about anything other than an official story. It’s simply a way of cutting off discussion. It’s the sheepdog herding a stray sheep back into the fold, or at least attempting to do so. I’m sure that most of these folks don’t even realise what they are doing, the conditioning runs that deep. I’m also sure that too many people just don’t want to engage the brain at all so they act almost robotically in obeying the programming. Yes, I know that sounds arrogant too, but tough.

Perhaps there isn’t a lesson here for me after all, perhaps I’m just the stray sheep that the sheepdogs can’t help but try to recover. Hmm, will have to muse further……


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 30/11/2016

Reality Deniers

Well, I’m sure I’m not alone is being overjoyed that the US election is over! What a painful process that was. I didn’t even vote in the damn thing but it has impacted my life for over a year. The fact is that the US President is a matter for all of us to care about regardless of what country we live in simply because what this person does affects the entire world. I live in the UK, a country that has acted as a lapdog to the US for generations, so the choice of who lives in the White House does indeed draw our interest.

I do, as my readers surely do, also realise that it doesn’t really matter who wins as they are both puppets of the same people, the same hidden hand. Indeed, this hidden hand is the one who ultimately selected both of these candidates that the US public are now choosing between. Even if I lived in the US, I would not have voted. I see no reason to prop up a corrupt system by playing along with their game. They only have the energy we give them and by playing the game we give them our energy.

Unfortunately, most of humanity do play the game and think those of us who refuse to are the crazy ones. That is the way of things, irritating as it may be. It’s these people who I have mused about this past few months. I’m only now bothering to put it down onto paper, so to speak.

In the hundreds of discussions I’ve been involved in during the past year or so, I’ve marvelled at the lack of interest so many have of the evil deeds of Hillary. They just don’t care. They see a ‘strong woman’ and that’s enough for them. The fact that she is a warmongering, money laundering, insider trading, pay for playing, mind-controlled-slave-using psychopath who laughs at all the convenient deaths of anyone who opposes her just doesn’t seem to matter. Excuses are found for all of this. Well, alrighty then.

What I find most irritating though, is that when I say any of this they immediately say I love Trump. Nothing can be further from the truth, I do not like Trump. He is as much a part of the system as Hillary is. I would not have voted for Trump either, I would not have voted at all. This seems to be beyond the understanding of those I speak to. Their world is black/white – Hillary/Donald – there are no other choices. My world is a billion shades of grey (anyone making a joke about that hideous book will be sneered at!), with that many choices of action.

These same people are the ones who will bring up any of the discussions that bring about the accusation of us being ‘conspiracy theorists’. You know the ones: manmade climate change, chemtrails, vaccines, mind control, shadow governments, etc. The discussions seem to go hand in hand, don’t they? It’s almost as if it’s the plan to make us look completely crazy….

I’ve come to believe it is a plan in the minds of these people, they’ve been conditioned to connect the different subjects into one. We are all conditioned to think that anything against authority is a ‘conspiracy theory’, so all the subjects are lumped into one. Those who are still stuck in the matrix believe this and use it rather effectively. It’s up to us who see the game to not rise to it. This has been my most difficult thing to master, not rising to the bait. I have had success, however, in the last few weeks. I see it in some of my ‘friends’ and will now act accordingly. Once we see what we are up against, it is easier to deal with it.

I am called a ‘climate denier’ as I do not subscribe to the theory that climate change is manmade and thus must do all the things the system has decided we must do. The main thing is that we must reduce CO2 to nothing in order to save the planet.

They forget, or dismiss, the simple fact that CO2 is produced by humans and used as fuel by plants. So reducing CO2 to nothing means reducing humans and plants to nothing. It’s the end of life, period.

This is Agenda 21, as my readers know, it is the plan of the system to reduce the human herd to a very few who are easily controllable. Anyone who supports this plan, in my mind, is either one of the elite or a complete idiot. There are a lot of idiots in our human herd.

I have come to call these folks ‘reality deniers’ as they simply refuse to see reality. Reality on the physical level as well as the energetic. Of course, most of them don’t recognise that there is an energetic level, which is part of the problem.

They refuse to get information from any source that does not reinforce their world view – the system’s world view that is. They support politicians who wish to ban independent news sources from the internet, the only place these sources are allowed to thrive. They support corporations who are poisoning the world because the system tells them it’s ok. They support governments who are murdering whole countries of people because the system tells them they are doing it to protect us. They send their children off to foreign countries to participate in the murder because the system tells them they are heroes for doing so. When they see one of us say or post something to social media that disturbs their world view, they call us deniers.

I’ve been told that the facts I present for why I do not accept that climate change is manmade are simply my opinion. I’ve been told that for each scientist I quote, another will say the opposite. When I point out that there has been no real scientific debate on this issue, I’m told I’m wrong, the debate has been settled. In science there is no such thing as a settled debate, in real science anyhow. All I’ve ever asked for is an open scientific debate, I am perfectly happy to accept we are the cause if we in fact are, but I see overwhelming evidence that we are not. Much of the evidence is in the behaviour of those claiming we are – if there was truly a problem with too much carbon in the atmosphere, for instance, then why are diesel emissions exempt from regulation? Why do those who espouse this position constantly fly around the world creating a carbon footprint the size of Godzilla? Why do they focus on individual dots of the Earth instead of looking at the world as a whole? There is even a movement to jail all ‘climate deniers’. Yes, that’s the way to win a scientific debate, jail all opposition. That’s not science, it’s Fascism.

I said earlier that these people believe all the ‘conspiracy’ subjects are one. They are actually, they are the myriad of ways the Agenda is being carried out. To those who see the agenda, the game, it is glaringly obvious. This is Reality. The leaders we see are the puppets who do what is necessary to carry out the agenda on behalf of their hidden masters. Reality. The things they do affect animals including humans, plants and the Earth on the physical and energetic levels. Reality. All these things they do are also methods of divide and rule. Reality. To stop them we must stop giving them our energy, stop cooperating with our own destruction. Reality.

So, the next time anyone calls me a climate-denier I will call them a reality-denier. The next time someone calls me a ‘conspiracy theorist’ I will call them a reality-denier. The next time someone laughs and calls me crazy, I will call them a reality-denier. I can’t wait to see what responses I get……….


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 30/08/2016

Non-Violent Non-Cooperation

I often muse while in social settings. These,for me, are mostly Pagan moots. I find them very enjoyable, they being purely social gatherings without preaching or lecturing involved. I do enjoy watching people and these occasions are perfect. I have good friends here and know many of them quite well. Today I put my musing into words as I have a hard time saying them to someone’s face. I am thinking of no one in particular while I write, but of people in general. I don’t mean these words to be judgmental or critical, I’m just musing. I would not tell someone what to do or not do, we all have free will and can make our own choices. As always, I like to get people thinking…..

Many of my friends believe they understand what is going on in the world, that they are ‘awake’. I am not disputing this, not at all. But in light of this, I say the following. We know what the system is. We know what the system wants for us. We know what condition the system wants us to live in. We know that the system will push anything that keeps us in that condition and ban (or ridicule) anything that allows us to escape that condition.

We need to apply this knowledge to our everyday lives, think about the things we do and why we do them. Do these things serve us or do they serve the system? What are we doing that complies with what the system wants? The most obvious things in my life, or at least the lives of those I am around (not my family I will hasten to add, but our friends) is alcohol and cigarettes. While there are some system voices telling us of the dangers of these two things, the system itself wholeheartedly supports them, especially alcohol. The same examples that follow would be true of cigarettes, but more so to alcohol, the most acceptable drug in our society.

Consider how alcohol is portrayed in the movies and TV. Yes, those who overindulge are occasionally portrayed as sad and bad, but it’s mostly considered the ‘cool’ and ‘normal’ thing to do. If the characters are going out for a night of fun, they go drinking. If the characters are sad, angry or annoyed in any way, they reach for a drink. All characters are shown with drinks in their hands at some point of the show. Think of James Bond, for instance, the cool, suave and sophisticated spy, always with his signature drink in his hand. All the men watching want to be him, the women want to be with him, or so the critics say (I don’t). All hobbies are portrayed as nerdy, hence undesirable to the trendy folks.

Even those who get drunk, thinking of soap operas and comedies here, are considered funny. The only way to spend an evening is to go drinking, so we are told.  Those of us who do not are treated as strange freaks. I’m quite used to being considered strange so it doesn’t bother me, but it is enough for many to go order a beer. The social conditioning is that strong.

Look at how alcohol, especially beer and cider, is priced. It’s often cheaper to get a beer than a fruit drink or a cola. Supermarkets price beer and cider as loss leaders. I am always annoyed to be quizzed about why I want to buy two packets of aspirin, but no one blinks an eye if I buy eight bottles of cider. Which is more harmful to me?  This is inversion. It is the wrong way round.

Now consider what alcohol does to us. We all know the physical effects, but how many of us consider the energetic consequences. The Empaths out there should know what I am talking about, but I do know a few who do not think about this at all, to their detriment. Alcohol dulls our brains and senses (thus lowering our defences) and leaves us vulnerable to attack – physical and energetic, but especially energetic. Empaths are targets for the archons who wish to bring us back down, frequency wise, and return us to the lower frequency vibrations. When we are there we are back in the reptilian brain and back into their levels of control and manipulation.

Why anyone who is awake and aware of the system does this voluntarily to themselves is a complete mystery to me.

It is widely known as true that psychoactive drugs such as Ayahuasca, marijuana and other herbs connect us to the higher levels of existence. They do not harm us, they enhance us, showing us our true potential. The system does not want us to remember and realise our true selves, as I have talked about in previous blogs. Therefore, the system tries very hard to remove these substances from our reach and put things that keep us in their arena in our hands. This seems quite an obvious and simple concept to me, but I do get very odd looks when I say it aloud so it’s clearly not obvious to everyone.

The ‘War on Drugs’ that has been raging for decades now has conditioned most people into believing that herbs and natural substances are addictive and damaging to both the individual and society. This is not true. Alcohol is addictive and physically damaging. The number of people under 30 who need liver replacements is shocking indeed. ­Alcohol does far more damage to society as well, ­­and if you don’t believe that visit Nottingham city centre – or Ilkeston town centre for that matter – on any Friday or Saturday night. It is even evident in any city centre on the day of a football derby (local rivalry)- see how many police are needed to keep the rival fans from destroying everything after they’ve had several pints before the match. It is ridiculous to anyone outside watching in. I would almost describe it as animalistic.

That is only the physical aspect – to anyone aware of energy, it is a hundred times more important.

People who read my blog know that we live in a Matrix. The only way to escape it is to raise our frequency until we are higher than that of the Matrix. It is not easy, but it is absolutely achievable. Part of this is simply recognising it and not cooperating with the system (those who control the Matrix). Violence only serves what the system is doing, it strengthens it, which is why they are not bothered by anarchic protests. Only non-violent means will work. Non-violent non-cooperation is the only way to escape, the only protest that really gets to them. Why? Because we are taking ourselves out of their range. They cannot control or manipulate us anymore. This is the only way we can be truly free.

How do we do this? In a million different ways. One way is to turn off the television – at the very least do not stare at it. It is scientific proof that the flicker rates of our TV alters our brain wave patterns, some even say our DNA. It is the single most powerful tool the system has to manipulate our perceptions, to brainwash us. So, stop allowing it. Click the off button and read a book.

Stop voting is another – at least in elections where there is no clear choice. A choice between two puppets is no choice at all. The EU referendum was a clear choice – yes or no. This is not what we normally get in elections. I do think the people of the UK recognised this unique opportunity and that is why they turned out in such large numbers. The main parties in all countries are controlled by the same people, there is no choice between them. Anyone who pays attention knows this – remove party A for party B and nothing changes. Switch them back 4 or 5 years later and again, everything ticks along on the same agenda.

I know people who refuse to pay the BBC license fee or their council tax. That is non-violent non-cooperation. I personally refuse to go to doctors as I see the health service as a wealth service who is not interested in my health to any extent. I go to a healer and have never felt better in my life.

I don’t buy newspapers and stay away from alcohol and cigarettes. In the past I didn’t have the money for either of these things, now it’s a choice. It doesn’t make me popular, indeed usually the opposite, but it’s another non-violent non-cooperation choice.

I haven’t even mentioned the two big ones – money and religion: two powerful forms of mind control. I could write a whole blog on each one. I consciously look after my own health and energetic well being without interference from any government or system person. That is hugely non-violent non-cooperation in itself. The system wants to tell you what to do, what to think and what to believe. If we allow them to we are cooperating and giving our consent and our power to that which seeks to control and manipulate us. Think about that for a few minutes and realise that we are part of the problem not the solution until we remove ourselves from the systems’ control in as many ways as possible.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 14/07/2016

It’s Not Real, Mum

Reality is an illusion, albeit a persistent one – Albert Einstein

Sitting on the bus recently I overheard a conversation between a young mum and her 9 or 10 year old son on their way to school. He was idly looking out the window at the clouds in the sky and he said “it’s not real, you know, mum”‘. “What isn’t real?” she asked. “all of it”, he said, “none of it is real”. His mother’s response was ” of course it’s real, don’t be stupid”.

That is the usual response we get when we say something that is outside someone else’s perception – don’t be stupid.  Yes, that is just a saying, but as I sit and muse on it, I see that it’s one that comes straight out of our conditioning. The boy was not being stupid, he was trying to convey a truth he had just discovered. The mother was responding in the way she has been conditioned to respond. She was being a human sheepdog, bringing a stray thinker back into the flock of conformity. She was doing it on reflex action, probably without even realising that was what she was doing.

We all do this, even me, every day without realising we are doing it. We do it every day of our lives until we pause and think about what we are doing – when we begin to awaken.

I encounter people like this mother nearly every day, online and in person when I go to moots, when I am talking to others about all subjects. For instance, one day we were discussing Building 7, which fell during the attack on 9/11. We talked for a good half hour discussing all the different points that have been made. One woman, who I consider intelligent but who had not previously taken part in the conversation, said we were conspiracy theorists. We stared at her for a moment and said What? Well, where’s your proof, she asked.

Where’s your proof. Another gem. I asked her if she’d not been listening for the last half hour. Yes, she said, but where’s your proof. Well, I said, we mentioned several sources, but when it comes to that, we are discussing something in a pub, we are not in a court of law, so where’s your proof that what we are saying is wrong? It turns out that because our sources were not mainstream, such as BBC or Sky News, what we were saying could not possibly be correct in her opinion. This made me laugh as part of what we were discussing was the fact that BBC reported on the demise of Building 7 twenty minutes before it happened. The reporter was stood talking about how the building fell with the building standing in perfect condition right behind her. Explain that please, I asked the woman. She tutted and called me a conspiracy theorist again. A perfect example of cognitive dissonance if ever I saw one.

That term, conspiracy theorist, is one that certain people love to throw around. I wonder if they know that term was invented by the CIA in the early 1960s to discredit those who questioned the murder of JFK? I have told a few but they said that was also false – when it is verifiably accurate.

That term, along with its fellow discreditor Racist, is used to shut down any discussion. As soon as one of those terms is used, all talk ceases and the one the term was used against is instantly vilified. These terms are incredibly powerful. The term racist, for instance,  is used to stop all discussion about immigration, and it’s used to great effect. A rational discussion about immigration, or more specifically the rate of immigration, needs to be had in the UK, but it will not as long as the human sheepdogs are successful in the use of the racist tag.

In the end, all of this comes down to perception. Everything comes down to perception – perception of our self and reality. If we believe that what we are perceiving with our 5 senses is real, than what the ‘conspiracy theorists’ are saying cannot possibly be true. Consider this:

According to mainstream science, 99.5% of all mass in our universe is called Dark Matter because it does not reflect light and we can’t perceive it. The .5% that we can perceive is called the Electromagnetic Spectrum. Visible Light, the only part of the Spectrum humans can perceive, is just .5% of that. So, humans can only perceive with their 5 senses .5% of .5% of all that exists. Humans are nearly blind to reality, yet so many people are happy making definitive judgments about the nature of life and reality when they can’t even perceive 99.5% of all that exists.

We find this attitude everywhere. It is in the hecklers at a psychic’s demonstration, it’s in those who deride the one having a trial energy healing at a Mind, Body & Spirit Fair, it’s in the faces of those who roll their eyes and make funny noises when they see you wear crystals, it’s on the TV with comedians making jokes about the ‘lunacy’ of homeopathy. I know of a couple of young men who buy tickets to psychic shows purely to heckle. Their whole purpose is to ridicule and humiliate. They fully believe that the psychic is harming people and they also believe that anyone who believes ‘this stuff’ is mentally substandard. I asked one of them once – if you think this person is mentally challenged, and you’ve paid to come here just to humiliate him, what does that say about your character? I got no answer. I asked them – how do you know he’s not tapping into another realm of knowledge? How do you know he’s not speaking to a spirit? They tutted at me. Clearly they think I am mentally challenged. Meh. Closed minds. Some humans are capable of thinking beyond the 5 senses, those who don’t do not understand us. And, those who don’t understand, dismiss or attack.

Who decides what is pseudoscience, superstition or irrational belief?

Did you know that there is an actual psychiatric disease called Oppositional Defiance Disorder? It is applied to someone who disagrees with authority figures. It exists. How 1984 can you get? The truth is that the Elite, hence the human sheepdogs, are terrified of anyone who can see them so they must shut us down in any way they can.

What of the scientists (quantum physicists mostly), and researchers before them, who say our whole reality is a hologram? That matter is simply energy vibrating at a very slow rate, it is not in fact solid. That even our bodies do not exist as a solid, but that our brains simply decode them as such in our simulated virtual reality world. Nonsense, say the 5 sense prisoners, nonsense. I say nonsense to you – prove it’s not.

Our physical body, as I’ve said many times before, is a reflection of our sense of self. It is a physical expression of our mind and emotions. It is also the lowest level of our multi-dimensional being. Once you realise that you are a multi-dimensional being you can begin to see the whole of reality in non physical terms and you begin to understand what is happening in this world and why. Unfortunately, we live in a soundbite world – too few are willing to muse upon these things, to delve into the mysteries. Too many want someone else to do all the work for them and then hand them enlightenment. It doesn’t work that way, if you want the understanding, you have to get there yourself. It’s a journey we must all undergo ourselves. We can discuss along the way, but ultimately, it’s a personal journey. We all find our own truths and answers if we go looking for them. I say to all those complaining about their lives, take this journey and change the experience you are having.

But, we cannot change our experience until we change our belief. We can go around in the 5 sense reality discussing, complaining, moaning and debating all we like, nothing will change. To transform our reality we must transform our sense of reality, our sense of the possible, we must transform ourselves. The first step is to open your mind.

The most effective way to keep people imprisoned is to remove their sense of the possible, that is how mankind has been controlled for so long. If you think something is not possible you won’t even try. This is the real difference between those with open minds and those with closed. To an open mind, all things are possible. An open mind is connected to Consciousness.

To open our mind to Consciousness, we must let go of the programming, the fears of mind, including the fear of what others think of us. It means doing what we Know to be right, not what we Think to be right. It is following the guidance of the Heart (knowing), not the Head (thinking). The Intellect is not all knowing, the Heart is. This is contrary to everything our society says, hence we are called lunatics, crazy, dangerous and yes, conspiracy theorists. Pffft to society, is my response. I will follow my heart regardless of what society says, society is an idiot.

And maybe, just maybe, the little boy on the bus was right. Maybe it’s not real after all. I feel it’s not. What do you feel?


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