Posted by: Pagan Muse | 24/11/2017

The Red Poppy

Another Armistice Day and Remembrance Sunday have come and gone here in the UK and another year of misunderstanding about my wearing a white poppy pin instead of a red one. On the face of it that would seem a trivial thing, which pin one chooses to wear, but it’s not. This is a real issue for me as there are some who actively despise me for not wearing a red poppy. I explain my reasons but they dismiss them out of hand as they are not in agreement. This response has me re-evaluating my thoughts. This will be a long blog and I make no apologies. This issue goes to the heart of the evil at the centre of our society and cannot be examined in soundbites.

The remembrance poppy was inspired by the WWI poem “In Flanders Fields”. Its opening lines refer to the many poppies that were the first flowers to grow in the churned-up earth of soldiers’ graves in Flanders, a region of Belgium. It is written from the point of view of the dead soldiers and, in the last verse, they call on the living to continue the conflict. The poem was written by Canadian physician, Lt Colonel John McCrae, on 3 May 1915. Recent writings on the subject refer to the poppy fields as reminding the onlooker of the blood spilt by the dead after battle. I will repeat, the red poppy symbolises the blood of the dead, those dead encouraging others to continue the fight.

The British establishment make extensive use of the red poppy in the weeks before Armistice Day. Every person on the TV will be wearing one, presumably whether they want to or not. Even the dancers wearing skimpy costumes on a popular TV dancing competition must wear a poppy, often looking quite ridiculous. It is a clear sign to the population that they had better be wearing one too. Various military groups sell the poppies in shops and on the street. Once the mayor was going around our local market selling them and he got quite shirty with me when I said I didn’t want one. Mostly though, the sellers are ok about it. Now that I wear the white one though, the attitudes are different. This year hasn’t been as bad as in the past, at least not in person. Online is a different story.

Those who object always say that it is disrespectful to those who ‘sacrificed their lives for ours’, those are their words. Yes, they did, but not in the way speaker thinks. This goes very deep into our society, this glorification of war. Those who fight are heroes, those who want peace are vilified. I face actual hatred for saying I want Peace. Think about that. Think about it again.

This is perhaps the most obvious sign that our society is inverted. Invert: vb To turn upside down or inside out. To reverse in effect, sequence or direction. The book 1984 dealt with this quite effectively when it said War is Peace, Freedom is Slavery, Ignorance is Strength. I defy anyone to not see this in today’s society.

If only these people bothered to learn the truth about our history of War. It is verifiable fact that the wars of the 20th century, and probably long before that, were manufactured. They were begun using False Flags. False Flag: covert operations that are designed to deceive in such a way that the operations appear as though they are being carried out by entities, groups, or nations other than those who actually planned and executed them. It is also verifiable fact that both sides of all these wars were funded by the same group of people. Here is a short list of confirmed false flags:

World War I, 1914-1918: A U-boat torpedo hit ocean liner Lusitania near Britain and some 1200 people, including 128 Americans, on board lost their lives. Subsequent investigations revealed that the major explosions were inside the Lusitania, as it was secretly transporting 6 million pounds of artillery shells and rifle ammunition, as well as other explosives on behalf of Morgan banking corporation to help their clients, Britain and France. It was against US laws to transport war materials and passengers in the same ship. There is speculation that Winston Churchill conspired to sink the Lusitania in order to bring the US into the war. This is an excerpt from a letter he wrote to Walter Runciman, the president of Britain’s Board of Trade: It is most important to attract neutral shipping to our shores in the hope especially of embroiling the United States with Germany . . . . For our part we want the traffic — the more the better; and if some of it gets into trouble, better still. The Lusitania was a British ship, yes, but it was clear that the US was supplying arms. The ship was allowed to go into waters where it was known U-Boats were operating, it was a clear sacrifice. There is great deal of information on this episode online for those wishing to know more. For this blog, I will leave it here as it shows clearly conspiracy by governments to manipulate emotions in both the UK and US populations to support War.

World War 2, 1939-1945: Numerous false flags were perpetrated to start WWll:

The Reichstag fire was an arson attack on the Reichstag building in Berlin on 27 February 1933. Police searched the building afterwards and found a young Dutch Communist who had recently arrived ostensibly to carry out political activism. The fire was used as evidence by the Nazis that the Communists were beginning a plot against the German government. This allowed Hitler, who had only been Chancellor for one month, to pass an emergency decree to counter the “ruthless confrontation of the Communist Party of Germany”. With civil liberties suspended, the government instituted mass arrests of Communists, including all of the Communist parliamentary delegates. This incident put Hitler firmly in control. Many believe that the Nazi’s actually started the fire in order to cement Hitler’s political control.

The Gleiwitz incident in 1939 involved the fabrication of evidence of a Polish attack against Germany to mobilize German public opinion for war to justify the war with Poland. It led to the deaths of innocent Nazi concentration camp victims who were dressed as German soldiers and then shot by the Gestapo to make it seem that they had been shot by Polish soldiers. This would be used to mobilize support from the German population for the start of World War II in Europe.
In 1939 the Red Army shelled Mainila, a Russian town near the Finnish border. Soviet authorities blamed Finland for the attack and used the incident as a pretext to start the Winter War four days later.

Pearl Harbour: On December 7, 1941, the Japanese launched a sneak attack at Pearl Harbour that decimated the US Pacific Fleet and forced the United States to enter WWII. At least that is what we have all been told. On January 27, 1941, Joseph C. Grew, the U.S. ambassador to Japan, wired Washington that he’d learned of the surprise attack Japan was preparing for Pearl Harbour. On September 24, a dispatch from Japanese naval intelligence to Japan’s consul general in Honolulu was deciphered. The transmission was a request for a grid of exact locations of ships in Pearl Harbour. Washington chose not to share this information with the officers at Pearl Harbour. Then, on November 26, the main body of the Japanese strike force departed Japan for Hawaii. Despite the myth that the strike force maintained strict radio silence, US Naval intelligence intercepted and translated many dispatches. Tokyo sent over 1000 transmissions to the attack fleet before it reached Hawaii. Some of these dispatches, in particular this message from Admiral Yamamoto, left no doubt that Pearl Harbour was the target of a Japanese attack: “The task force, keeping its movement strictly secret and maintaining close guard against submarines and aircraft, shall advance into Hawaiian waters, and upon the very opening of hostilities shall attack the main force of the United States fleet and deal it a mortal blow. The first air raid is planned for the dawn of x-day. Exact date to be given by later order.”

There is also the fact that Prescott Bush, father of George and grandfather of George W, funded the Nazi’s. He had been an officer of the W.A. Harriman bank since 1926, was a director of the Union Banking Corp from 1934 through 1943. According to government documents, “all of the shares of the Union Banking Corp., were held for the benefit of members of the Thyssen family.” The Thyssen family are one of the world’s richest with banks, mines and steelworks who openly supported Hitler. On Oct. 20, 1942, the U.S. government ordered the seizure of Nazi German banking operations in New York City which were being conducted by Prescott Bush. “Under the Trading with the Enemy Act, the government took over the Union Banking Corporation, in which Bush was a director. The U.S. Alien Property Custodian seized Union Banking Corp.’s stock shares, all of which were owned by Prescott Bush, E. Roland ‘Bunny’ Harriman, three Nazi executives, and two other associates of Bush. All this while seeming to support the Allies, even sending his own son George as a fighter pilot.

Vietnam War: “The Gulf of Tonkin incident”, where American destroyer Maddox was supposedly attacked twice by three North Vietnamese torpedo boats in 1964 in the Gulf of Tonkin never happened. What was happening at the time were aggressive South Vietnamese raids against the North in the same general area. A huge American presence wasn’t decisive and President Nixon negotiated a “peace with honour” in 1973. The LBJ Presidential tapes, declassified and released in 2001, prove that LBJ knew the Tonkin incident never happened. After dressing down his Defence Secretary Robert McNamara for misleading him, Johnson then discussed how to politically spin the non-event and escalate it as justification for air strikes.

Every Brit should remember Tony Blair standing before Parliament saying that Iraq had the capability of delivering weapons of mass destruction to us in 45 minutes so we should immediately send in the troops to protect ourselves from him. This was an outright lie, one that sent our troops into war and catapulted a thriving country into destruction, chaos and poverty even to this day.

I won’t even go into the modern false flags: 9/11, Colorado cinema shooting, Boston marathon bomb, Las Vegas and the numerous mass deaths caused by vehicles around the world lately. These are well documented and only add to the long list to keep us in the current War against Terror otherwise known as Orwell’s War Without End.
There is much, much more on all these events to be easily found online, this is a mere outline. The point is that the reasons for our going to war have always been lies. Lies to manipulate the population into supporting an endless war.

The ways to spot a false flag are:
*There is an immediate comprehensive narrative, including a convenient culprit.
*The official narrative has obvious domestic and geopolitical advantages for the governing body.
*The narrative behind the attack serves to leverage emotions like fear, as well as patriotism, in order to manufacture
consent around a previously controversial issue.
*Military training drills and police drills occur on the day of and very near the attack itself, causing confusion to obscure
eye witness testimony and allowing orchestrators to plant both patsies, disinformation and backup operatives.

The truth of the matter is that the Military Industrial Complex is in charge of our society. Those that control it are known as the hidden hand, the shadow government and a dozen other names. I tend to just call them the Elite.
Insiders tell of their rituals and beliefs and I see no reason to doubt their tales. These Elite are experts at manipulating humanity in any way they wish. And as I’ve said countless times before, they wish to keep us in the reptilian brain (the core of our brain where our base emotions of fight or flight, anxiety, fear, etc are to be found) and in low frequency vibrations.

If you doubt this, I ask you to explain why we are in this endless war on terror? Is it not patently obvious who created the ‘terrorists’? The US, specifically the CIA, created a group to fight against the USSR in Afghanistan in the 1970s. The group were originally called the Mujahadeen, but became Al Quaida which literally means the database referring to the database of members of the Islamic fighters in the CIA computers. The name has morphed almost daily now to be ISIL, ISIS, IS, DAESH and a myriad of others. It’s, again, just like the ever changing enemy in 1984. There are many photos of these ‘terrorists’ showing them driving around the desert in brand new Toyota pickup trucks, wearing brand new Adidas shoes and brandishing brand new US and UK weaponry. There are even photos showing US Marine tattoos on some of the exposed arms of the so called terrorists. How much more obvious does it have to be?

When Russia sent in planes to remove ISIS from Syria recently, it was quite telling that they succeeded in days when the US said they had been trying for a year or so but ‘couldn’t find them’. Uh huh. Honestly, anyone who believes this nonsense will believe anything.

So, why do they do this?

There are many answers to this. One would be money. War is profit to the already obscenely wealthy. Another is the first objective of Agenda 2030 (which used to be called Agenda 21, a UN project) which states that the human population of this planet must be maintained at ½ Billion. As there are currently 7 ½ Billion of us, the elite figure they need to get rid of lots of people. War is a great way to achieve this.

The reason that goes the deepest into the core of the evil in our society is the need to keep us all in fear in order to control us and I would suggest to feed off of our low vibrations. This is the part when people’s eyes start rolling and the name calling begins in earnest. I don’t care anymore about that, the truth is the truth.

Money is not enough to explain why our entire society is geared to keep us angry, afraid and worried. They don’t need to maintain this fear to depopulate, they could just ignite a nuclear bomb and be done with it. So why don’t they? I think it’s because we are their food source.

There are countless insiders who tell us of the rituals of the Elite, and all of them involve blood and sacrifice of both animals and humans. There are endless stories of how the Elite hunt human mind control victims. The insiders say it is a worship of Satan. It is a fact that hundreds of thousands of people go missing around the world each year. If only a fraction of them are taken as sacrificial victims that is still a huge number of people. Dozens of insiders have come out to speak of being forced to watch sacrifices and being forced to drink the blood. This is a fact, albeit one that the average citizen does not want to be confronted with.

Another aspect of this same Elite group is paedophilia, which is rampant in our political and entertainment industries. This is one way the Elite use human energy as fuel, especially the young whose energy is pure. The adrenalin and low vibrations that are emitted during these episodes are a feast to the energy vampires of the Elite.

The fear, anxiety, worry and downright terror caused by these false flags generate a feast for the energy vampires to feed on. I would suggest that more and more of us are waking up to what they are doing, hence their food supply is waning and they need more and more false flags to continue.

And we come back to the poem at the beginning of this blog. The red poppy symbolises the blood of the dead, those dead encouraging others to continue the fight. What is War but a huge Satanic sacrificial ritual. The Elite lie to build up patriotism and hatred in order to get us to meet in a battlefield and horrifically kill each other. All the other divide and rule strategies pale in comparison to this veritable banquet for them. Those who don’t fight must watch those they love fight. They must remember forever as those loved ones often come home with bits missing and with fractured minds and souls. The feast thus continues. Can you see this? It’s an endless feast for the vampiric Elite, using us as their energetic food source.

Those who do not have connections to the military and encouraged to ‘support the troops’. We are expected to applaud the heroes, who have sacrificed for us. They tell us what is happening but we don’t hear.

And this notion that those who fought the two ‘great wars’ did so to end war is also a lie. They might have thought that was what they were doing, but if so then they died in vain because we have been at war continuously ever since.

I know these are not pleasant things to muse upon, but how can we change anything if we don’t know what is going on?

Is it not obvious every time you turn on the TV or go to the cinema? The vast majority of ‘entertainment’ pushed in front of us is violent – even the sex is violent. It’s incredibly hard to escape from it. When we see someone who is trying to stop the violence, they are portrayed as weak and/or insane, a threat to the community. This is blatant mind control, brainwashing, conditioning, call it what you will.

The programs on TV that are called Reality Shows are cut throat competitions showing us that we must always be pitted against each other. There must always be one winner and a load of losers. Why can we not have a show which simply shows people learning how to dance and then performing it for us each week? Or a show where people are put in a confined space or a jungle and learn how to cooperate and survive together? To suggest that would solicit responses of ‘that would be boring’ or suggestions that I am a wimp for even thinking it. Pppfffttt to that. These vile shows are not my reality and I feel sorry for anyone who is experiencing this reality. Brainwashing.

It’s pure divide and rule, pure glorification of conflict. The only ones it benefits is the Elite. The Elite have no desire to make our lives better in any way, when will people finally accept that.

A couple of years ago, in 2014, the BBC began a series of programs to celebrate the beginning of WWI. I didn’t watch any of them as I see no reason to celebrate the beginning of a bloody war that killed millions. That said it all really. The same BBC are quite bullying about the wearing of the red poppy as well.

The same people who wear the red poppy always say to me that they would love to see a world at peace, but it’s hard to believe them when they are wearing a symbol of blood and ritual sacrifice on their chests.

If we want to live in a peaceful world then we must be peaceful. It is as simple as that. Educating ourselves and seeing through the lies is a good place to start. Then we can take ourselves off of the banquet table.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 10/11/2017


“Till at last the child’s mind is these suggestions, and the sum of the suggestions is the child’s mind. And not the child’s mind only. The adult’s mind too-all his life long. The mind that judges and desire and decides-made up of these suggestions. But all these suggestions are our suggestions… Suggestions from the State”. – Brave New World by Aldous Huxley

I went into Asda last night to pick up a few things. Asda, for my readers that live outside the UK is a superstore grocery that sells pretty much everything from lettuce to computers and is owned by Walmart. I don’t usually shop here but it was convenient. As I walked into the store I was greeted with a huge Christmas tree that had a neon sign attached to it announcing that there are only 46 sleeps until Christmas. Sigh. I shook my head and laughed as that was preferable to screaming ‘oh for f***s sake’.

46 sleeps. I shout out Perception Manipulation at this and it’s so insidious that most people will look at me as though I’m mad as they can’t see anything strange about it. When did adults begin marking the passage of time by how many times we will go to sleep before something happens?

We are increasingly, as a society, being reduced to children. Most messages on social media now incorporate text speak and are almost completely devoid of punctuation making them very hard to understand. If you write in proper English and with any logic people think you’re angry. There are a few of my online friends that get upset thinking I’m upset at them because I haven’t included enough kisses or smiley faces in the message. I get that they didn’t like school, but neither did I, but I didn’t let that stop me learning how to get on in life. I had no intention of flipping burgers forever. Effective communication is a rather vital skill to get along in life, but it is in decline. My point is that most people now communicate like children do, not like adults do. I would suggest that this has been intentional, we have been conditioned to do so. Without this they cannot control us in their World State.

Many people recognise the book 1984 (by George Orwell) as a manual that the elite use as a how-to guide to control the population, but they still think of Brave New World as just dystopian science fiction. That is a mistake, it is as much a manual as 1984. In Brave New World you see the complete control of humanity from the test tube to the grave. All children are created, in batches, in the lab. They are raised, in the same batches, by the State. No families, no mothers, no fathers, only the State. Their intelligence and life status is determined before they are created and they are slotted into their niche of society, making no decisions and having no original thoughts of their own for the whole of their lives. They are happy as long as they take their Soma (an anaesthetic narcotic) and cooperate. One of the first things they are taught is sex. Very young children are forced to pleasure themselves and soon others, if they refuse they are punished. This continues into adulthood with sex being a purely physical act, no emotions are involved at all. Refusing multiple partners is also punished. We have seen the sexualisation of our children for some years now with even David Cameron (an elite puppet) speaking out about it. Anyone who reads my blog will know what the effects of remaining in low vibrations are to humans. Sex without emotions comes out of the Sacral chakra, the second lowest one.

The most recent scandals involving Hollywood sex predators and the UK parliamentary sex predators is another sign of this movement of society towards a brave new world. We are seeing what insiders of these industries already knew but did not speak about – the prevalence and arrogance of predators. It seems that they have preyed upon the young and naïve for a very long time without even bothering to be discreet as they knew they would be protected by the media and police. I believe there are a few reasons why this is all coming out now, but for the purposes of this blog I only mention it as an example of how accurate that book is in describing our society. Our children are encouraged to be robotic sheep about sex to make them easier targets for the predators.

We, as a society, have been gradually infantalised for decades and the inevitable end result is not a positive one for humanity.

We see it everywhere. When I call Virgin Media for any reason I must negotiate a telephone menu guided by a voice that sounds stoned saying things like “ok, let’s get you started’ and ‘ok, where do we go from here’. It sounds like an old episode of Playschool. They really do talk to you like you are 5.

The NHS and doctors are no better. We are encouraged to run to the doctor every time we stub our toe or need our ears cleaned. This is why you can’t get an appointment by the way. Every time I have been to the doctor, he/she is so patronising I want to hit something. If you dare suggest you may know what’s wrong with you they lecture you about the dangers of checking symptoms online. When I say I didn’t actually go online, they continue anyway. They have never figured out what’s wrong with me, by the way, they just shove different pills at me and say ‘be a good girl and take your medicine’. I have actually been told that. The pills have never worked and the problem I went in for 8 years ago still persists but I’ve learned to live with it as I have come to despise doctors. I now go exclusively to an energy healer who treats me like an intelligent adult and actually improves my health. Naturally, the NHS does not pay for her treatments.

Then there is TV. Sigh, TV. It is a bit schizophrenic, isn’t it. One the one hand they treat the audience as though they are about 13 with no attention span or intelligence, On the other all the new shows are an endless stream of gory violence and sex, violent sex at that. Bread and circuses immediately come to mind. I can’t watch the violent shows at all, I don’t even want to hear them. The other shows, the documentaries, mystery solvers and general information shows are dumbed down to a primary school level. The way they handle ad breaks drives me nuts. We are told what we have just watched and what we have to look forward to. Then we have the ad break. Then we hear a synopsis of what we’ve already seen followed by what we are about to see before we now see some new stuff. This happens every 10 minutes or so. They clearly do not believe we have any intelligence or ability to recall what we saw a few moments ago. It is truly irritating, so much so that I now find my crossword far more interesting than any show on the telly.

I notice that the reality shows that use celebrities are now including people who are a celebrity because they were on a different reality show. I have no idea who these people are because I don’t watch reality shows. This is so indicative of our dumbed down society. These people have done nothing, have contributed nothing to society beyond appearing on some mind-numbingly stupid TV show showing them doing pretty much nothing. They are famous for being famous. This is what so many of our children aspire to – being famous while doing nothing to deserve the fame and that means they can have as much money and sex as they like without actually doing anything. Sigh. I saw someone being mentioned to go into a jungle who was known for being on a show called Love Island. I have not watched this show but on a very short investigation it appears that they are meant to pair off with others and the best ones at sex win or something like that. Brave new world indeed…..snore. Apparently the real prize is that they get to go into a jungle and eat bugs. I almost feel sorry for them. This is what they want out of life. Sigh.

When I was a kid, we had shows like this, the UK had one too, where kids did a series of silly tasks to win a prize. Now the adults do it and we’re supposed to take it, and them, seriously.

We are all children now to the control system whether we like it or not.

We are told, endlessly, that we are to behave, think and say as we are told. This is what Political Correctness is all about. This is where 1984 and Brave New World come together. Clearly a growing number of people are cottoning on to this and rebelling and the system is panicking about losing control. This is obvious when watching their reactions to Brexit negotiations and the attempted secession of Catalonia from Spain. I sincerely hope that humanity keeps on and even steps it up to break the system once and for all. But please, can we do it as intelligent adults.

It would be wonderful to see more people act like intelligent adults, not over-emotional adolescents whining because they didn’t get the shiny new toy. How refreshing it would be to see people confront the arseholes who grope them in the elevator or harass them at work with constant innuendo or insults. We are conditioned to take it, slink away and be upset for years on end instead of realising that we have our own power and can confront and deal with these problems ourselves. But, I’ve gone over this in other blogs so won’t here.

If we were to follow every directive our government, church and media give us we would go around in circles chasing our tails for the whole of our life, never moving forward. Think about it. One week we are not to eat eggs as they will surely kill us, the next week we are told eggs are perfectly safe. One week we are told to take this jab to stop us getting flu, the next week we are told it won’t actually stop us getting flu, but we should take it anyway. One week we are told to buy a diesel car as it’s the best for the environment, the next week we are told we’ll be taxed heavily for owning a filthy diesel car which is destroying the environment. Round and round they go, those who simply obey.

It’s ultimately about power, of course. Power brings control. When you step back and look at all these situations play out it’s quite pathetic. It’s actually funny to me now to watch, it’s so ridiculous. What a waste of energy.

I’ll point out that in Brave New World this was an experiment. The Divergent series of films is the modern day Brave New World. This being an experiment is how people dismiss it as only sci-fi. However, this scenario is an integral part of the Agenda and should not be ignored.

It’s all really just a great theatre that we are part of. David Icke calls it The Movie. I know people like to laugh at him and ridicule him but when they do they show their ignorance as he speaks a lot of truth. It is a movie, sometimes it’s a comedy, sometimes a tragedy, sometimes a horror, but it’s all illusion in the end just like Holllywood. It’s so obvious to those of us who step back and watch from a distance. More and more of humanity is joining us in the back, watching, and not participating. That is encouraging.

It’s time for us to stop allowing ourselves to be infantilised, to be treated like less than we are. It’s time for us to take back our own power. It’s time for us to stand up to the bully Big Brother and tell him to F off.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 17/10/2017

Energy Flows Where Attention Goes

Energy flows where attention goes. This is a saying that all Pagans know to be true. Where we focus our attention is where our intention goes – this is how spells (and prayers, call it what you will, it’s the same thing) work. We set an intention and we send it to do its work. Of course, it works whether we realise we do it or not. Our energy does indeed flow to where our attention is focussed.

This past week attention has been flowing in very low directions and it affects the whole energy sea. Empaths and sensitives can’t help but feel it and it can be hard to deal with. I can set myself apart from the terror attack emotions, just about, and the political anger emotions. But I have been struggling with the emotional fug being generated by the revelations coming out of Hollywood. Why anyone is surprised at the actions of Weinstein is a mystery to me. I’ve heard of the Hollywood casting couch all of my life, and it was hardly a new innovation in the early 60s when I came along. Women, and men by the way, have had to run the gauntlet of randy producers and money men since Hollywood came into being. It does seem that the rich and powerful feel entitled to treat others as their playthings and it’s up to us peons to show them the error in their thinking. I’m not even going to address in this blog the most evil of them, the ones who prey on children. They have been talked of for many decades, though it seems the majority of the public refuse to believe it.

There have been many stories of female bosses in Hollywood behaving exactly the same as Weinstein, but it’s just the women victims that have garnered all the attention this week. It has hit a nerve in the public and we have very prominent discussions about it from all parts of society. I’ve been involved in four on facebook just this past couple of days. There is a thing going around facebook called ‘me too’ where women from all walks of life can join in the victimhood pity parties.

Yes, you read it right – victimhood pity parties. No, I don’t think that’s too harsh because that is exactly what it is. It’s a collective ‘give me sympathy because I’m a victim of something’ that pervades our energetic sea dragging in the unsuspecting to add to the torrent of low vibrational energies. What these women do not understand, and do not want to understand it appears, is that it is the elite who are orchestrating it and the elite who are feeding off of it. Humanity just can’t stop putting itself on the banqueting table – as the main course.

Of course, sexual harassment and assault are serious issues that should be dealt with. But. That’s a big but, no pun intended. I have personally known women who used their natural assets to advance their careers. I have to wonder if that is what many of the actresses did. In telling their stories, many have said they let the powerful man ‘get on with it’ so they would get the part. They say that they knew their career would be stalled or halted if they refused so they let it happen. This makes it consentual, regardless of their feelings now that the bandwagon has been rolled out.

Joan Collins wrote an article in the Daily Mail last Saturday that was very compelling reading. All young actresses would be wise to take her lead. She wrote of all the advances that were pushed onto her in her career. She says she walked away from almost all of them as they felt wrong. She lost out on many parts, but went on to have a flourishing career regardless. I recall her talking about the casting couch several times in the past.

I had to deal with advances in my youth from older predators who were my bosses. Like Joan I walked away, figuring that finding a different job was preferable to working with an arsehole. My life has turned out just fine and my integrity is still intact.

I am amused to see so many feminists coming forward with their stories of horrible men who did this and that to them. We are to believe that they were delicate flowers incapable of walking away from any situation. I found this impossible to believe when I was younger and still do. The high profile women who do this, so many have come out this week, manipulate the ‘ordinary’ women’s behaviour. This is their role, to manipulate our perceptions. I’m gonna keep saying that as it’s important for everyone to understand.

Let me make this clear – this blog is about the Hollywood event, not every woman who is attacked. This ‘me too’ thing has morphed into a generic men attacking women thing that is rather disturbing. The circumstances of a woman being attacked by a stranger in the street is quite different from one letting a man who will further their career ‘get on with it’. You will have noticed that the actresses who spoke out recently were either in his house, they invited him into their house or were in his hotel room. Why do they think a man invited them into their hotel room?

I find it odd that as feminism has taken hold of the young it has morphed. It used to be about women taking control of their own lives and empowering themselves. Now it seems to be about women controlling others. We had the ridiculous display when Hitlery lost and now this equally ridiculous display over Weinstein. I don’t think it’s about equality anymore, not sure it ever was.

It is feminists who are powering this ‘me too’ scenario, make no mistake about that. Any woman that says anything different to the emotional outpouring is attacked, ridiculed and dismissed. No, I’m not a feminist, a regular reader of my blog knows this. The whole situation is ridiculous, but it’s also dangerous and those participating refuse to hear.

The thing about victimhood though is that it makes us think of ourselves as ‘little me’, it disempowers us. As soon as we think of ourselves as a victim we immediately give someone else power over us. We do not act to help ourselves, we expect and await someone else to help us. This situation is shown in Hollywood in all the Superhero films. Humanity cannot fight the threat from outer space or that evil guy stroking a cat – we must have Iron Man to do it. We are victims, he is the hero. NOoooooooo. We have the power to help ourselves. What we need to fight is the conditioning and manipulation. We need to take back control over our own minds.

Feminists are manipulated and used like all the other groups in our society – transgenders come to mind immediately here. The elite use them to divide the population. They also use them as tools to manipulate the perceptions of the population. Our perceptions dictate our thoughts and actions so you see the power to be had in controlling perceptions. Hollywood is a major tool of perception manipulation, hence it’s power. People might be shocked if they knew how much input the CIA and US military has in Hollywood both in money and script consultation.

When the story of Weinstein came out my first thought was ‘who has he pissed off’. On the face of it, he must have angered someone higher up the pyramid than himself and he is now being punished. But, as I see what is happening now I think it may go deeper. It’s another divide and rule operation yes, but it’s also a mass low vibrational feast too.

The elite’s plans are not going the way they want. The EU is failing, the US is not playing the game as it should be and people are waking up to them in ever growing numbers. More low vibrational feasts are needed to bolster them so they create these situations. I cannot prove it, but I’m certain that someone working for the elite created this ‘me too’ thing. Corporations and Governments (elite and puppets) hire people specifically to troll social media. These people set out to discredit opponents and create Twitter and Facebook storms to help the agenda along. This is another method to manipulate perception.

This current campaign is just another attempt to divide the sexes. There are too many women ready to pounce on men at any given opportunity. This is counterproductive for humanity and plays right into the elite’s hand. The fact is that the majority of men are decent human beings who would not attack a woman even if provoked. Feminists have been manipulated and conditioned so strongly that they not only don’t see this, but they refuse to see it. The conditioning we receive on a daily basis from tv, movies, education, media, etc is the manipulation I talk about. The manipulation of our perceptions.

I can handle being ridiculed online, I certainly do not allow it to ruin my day when someone laughs at me because I say something they don’t understand. The fact that they don’t want to understand is sad, they don’t realise the consequences of living in low vibrations as I have repeatedly talked about in my blogs.

The same ones who won’t process the low emotions – anger, frustration, hatred, fear, etc – are always the same ones complaining of health problems, work problems, life problems. They refuse to see there is a connection, an energetic connection. I will point it out to them, but inevitably they laugh, call me names and I go away knowing that they’ve just made it worse for themselves.

Meh. I am now increasingly able to leave them to their own devices. I help those who come to me for healing and let the ignorant stew as they wish. I can only hope they wake up before they die, but it’s their choice. At some point personal responsibility must come into play. These days it seems ‘empowered woman’ means that they are entitled to drink themselves into a stupor and complain when something horrid happens.

We are all responsible for ourselves, our happiness, our sanity and our safety. The more people accept this, the better our society will be. Energy flows where attention goes.

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 29/08/2017

The New Fascists

Fascism: 1: a political philosophy, movement, or regime that exalts nation and often race above the individual and that stands for a centralized autocratic government headed by a dictatorial leader, severe economic and social regimentation, and forcible suppression of opposition 2 : a tendency toward or actual exercise of strong autocratic or dictatorial control .

false flag: describes covert operations that are designed to deceive in such a way that activities appear as though they are being carried out by entities, groups, or nations other than those who actually planned and executed them.

I’ve been musing over all the kerfuffle in Charlottesville lately. It was only one of many false flags perpetuated recently but it was one that particularly enflamed my friends, both on social media and in life. To me it was a glaring example of a false flag operation, but to many it was a spark that set off infernos that divided families and friends.

Emotions ran high throughout and beyond this event. What was actually happening was lost to most of those concerned, those who were most deeply affected. People who focus on dots do not see the bigger picture. The ones who shouted the loudest were focussing on a dot – the dot of ‘antifacism’. They do not realise how they are being manipulated.

There are two issues about this one event that I muse over. The first being the overt manipulation of our perceptions. This is what Political Correctness is used for. It is Orwell’s Newspeak. It is the elite using a target population to silence the rest of the population.

Perception is everything. Our behaviour comes from our perception of the world, reality and self. Hence, if the control system manipulates us to perceive the world in the way they want us to, they control our behaviour. What we perceive, we manifest. So, by manipulating the population’s perceptions, they actually control our reality.

How this relates to Charlottesville is how the media portrayed the event. They said the far right were protesting for freedom of speech, the far left was protesting against hate. Can you see what they did there? It’s psychological manipulation. They have put in our perception that freedom of speech is Hate. Now anyone who desires free speech is automatically far right. Social media works in tandem with the news organisations to continue the manipulation and make sure it is firmly held in the population’s psyche. Have you noticed how ‘Twitter storms’ are now considered news items to be reported on national newscasts? Does anyone look into the accounts of those starting these ‘storms’? If they did, they would no doubt find them to be working for the control system, whose purpose is to start ‘storms’ to continue the perception manipulation. Humans are far too concerned with doing what others do, so we are ridiculously easy to manipulate. I was called a nazi online several times for defending Freedom of Speech only a day after the event. The few can’t silence those who are alerting the population to what’s going on so they manipulate others in the population to do it, and it works a treat.

These two sides are actually of the same mindset, they are mirrors of each other. They both choose to use violence and coercion to force others to either agree or be silent. The far left is portrayed in the media as peace loving and tolerant, but if you pay close attention you’ll find they are anything but. There are videos on youtube showing that it was Antifa that pulled the first punches. There was violence on both sides after that. Trump (perceived as far right) said as much but was criticised harshly for it, unduly in my opinion, but that is another discussion. This is obvious in so many cases. One particular one that I remember was when far left protestors were successful in stopping Nick Griffin (far right) from speaking at the Oxford Union. I will point out, by the way, that Antifa are funded by George Soros, one of the leading elites.

It amuses me to watch the far left shout about Fascism when they are using fascism as their tool to silence their perceived opponents. What was a dominant characteristic of Hitler? He persecuted anyone who spoke against him, thus halting any opposition. They are effectively forcing self censorship – people are afraid to speak their truth for fear of being labelled a racist. This is a stepping stone to the loss of Freedom of Speech and we are allowing them to do it by not speaking our truth. We see this all the time – do or say anything against the status quo and you will be called a racist. While some are happy to protest against censorship, they don’t realise how they self censor like this. It is as bad as book burning.

The second issue I muse over is the erasure of history. The event in Charlottesville centred around a group of people protesting (peacefully) the removal of a statue of Robert E Lee. As far as I can remember, the right to peacefully protest has not been removed from the statute books, so these people were well within their rights. The issues around Gen. Lee are irrelevant to this blog, I talk of the actions of the far left, then the far right who came in to have a punch up. My sympathies go to the original group who seemed to get caught in the crossfire.

Those who did not want a statue of Robert E Lee behaved like fascists – anything they do not agree with must be removed. It is rather like the Taliban destroying Buddhist monuments. Their dot is the only dot. This is the very definition of fascism. Yet, we were confronted by the angry bays of the far left demanding that the statue is evil and offends blahblahblah and must be destroyed. Yawn. I heard only one person suggesting that instead of removing a statue they could erect a couple more of prominent black figures from the town. Then, all the heroes of the past can be remembered and respected together, as an inclusive and tolerant society would. For some reason, the woman who suggested this was not given airtime in any UK news outlets, not sure about the US ones. That is because her suggestion would have led to peace and tolerance and that is definitely not in the agenda.

There is national precedence as well. Whenever the US military goes into a nation such as Iraq, Libya, etc, the first thing that happens after the carpet bombing is that the museums and ancient sites are looted and destroyed. We saw ISIS destroying sites in Syria as well, but anyone informed knows that ISIS (and all the other groups) are funded and controlled by the US so there should be no surprise that this happened.

They are attempting to erase history. Orwell said whoever controls the past controls the present and they then control the future. There is a force which wants to centralise power on a global level so a few people can dictate world events. They control the direction of human society, our present and future. They begin by making us forget our past. These events are orchestrated, they are not random. They continue on social media. Google and Youtube have both said they will begin to suppress ‘conspiracy theories’, which is anything that goes against the elite’s official lines. The censorship and removal of Free Speech moves apace.

It is disheartening to watch intelligent young (and old for that matter) people going along with all this like obedient sheep. They demand to not be offended, ever, with institutions such as Universities encouraging them along by offering ‘safe spaces’ and allowing the ‘deplatforming’ of any speaker who might say something to upset their rigid worldview. All of this encourages the sheep to view themselves as victims of something. When we perceive ourselves as a victim, we look outside for protection – to the government for instance. We are being infantalised while we are being penned into ever smaller perception cages. If only more would see it.

There is an easy solution to all of this – choose not to be offended. When someone says something that is meant to hurt you, say ‘what a dickhead’ and move on. Simple as that, I do it daily. Raise your frequency and don’t let yourself be affected.
Getting off the technology helps as well. The digital heroin that is mobile phones, tablets, computers and even things like Siri, google glass and the apple watch are distractions stopping us from focussing on the things that matter, like who we really are and why we are here. These things are also a stepping stone. The agenda is to get the tech into our bodies, which has already begun with microchips, which will not ‘enhance our humanity’ as the transhumanists say, but will make us less human by removing our connection to the universe by bypassing our upper chakras. I wonder how many know that Siri, for instance, was created using seed money obtained from DAARPA, the technological arm of the Pentagon? There is so much ignorance, in a world of education. Everything truly is inverted in our world.

The bottom line is that we are much more than our physical bodies and we create our own reality, so if we allow the control system to control our perceptions, we have given up our ability to control our own lives. The solution is simple – take back control of your perceptions.

Change your perceptions and you change the world. No fighting or force or coercion needed.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 22/08/2017

Truth and Truthers

I enjoy listening to podcasts. I have a diverse range that I listen to from paranormal to truther podcasts – yes, I love listening to the alternative media, having no trust in the mainstream media. I have a little speaker that I carry around the house with me so I can listen to these no matter where I am in the house or what I’m doing. It’s quite convenient and enjoyable. Most of the time.

I heard one today that has made me sigh and shake my head. A researcher that I had respected has lost it in my estimation. This isn’t the first time though, quite a few of the prominent researchers have the same narrow mindedness on the subject of Pagans. They simply don’t understand us at all. The real problem is that they make little effort to understand us.

Now, I am not one who will only listen to those I agree with. I think it’s actually impossible to agree with anyone 100% and that it’s very stupid to dismiss someone simply because you disagree with a few things they say. So that is not where I’m coming from here.

I get rather discouraged by researchers who view the world through a Christian filter judging Pagans, always judging us to be Satanic and evil or at best misguided. This judgement is based on books and historical figures, usually Victorian, who are famous for being Pagan. Never do they say they have spoken to say a practicing Witch or a Druid for instance to find out what the truth actually is about what they believe and what they do.

I am a practising Witch and I particularly do not like these researchers calling any evil woman, such as Hilary Clinton, a witch. That is incredibly insulting to us Witches. That woman is truly evil and I believe her to be an actual Satanist. Neither Pagans nor Witches are Satanists. I don’t believe Satan even exists…..but, I’ve gone over this again and again in previous blogs so I won’t bore you with more protestations. Of course I understand that some Pagans will abuse their power and do evil. Every group has its arseholes. That should not reflect on the group as a whole.

I have taken one researcher to task for mentioning an evil man who is thought to be a paedophile and murderer and linking him to witchcraft. He did respond positively and I hope he is educating himself properly on the subject. But, he is the exception, not the rule.

The difficulty for these researchers is that Pagans are very diverse. If you asked a group of 10 Pagans what their beliefs are you would get 10 different answers. We have things in common though and we are tolerant of each other’s differences. Of course, like I said, every group has its arseholes, but we mostly rub along happily.

The bloke today had done extensive research, so he said, into the history of the New Age. He found frauds and conmen as you would find in any community. He linked them to the Globalists and the Masons and decided that this makes them evil Satanists who must be condemned.

His first mistake was to assume that all Pagans are New Age. This is a common misconception. Most Pagans are Old Age, we follow the old ways and most of us look at New Agers with amusement, though we don’t judge, we are all on our own path. We do find the New Age shops useful as they sell the things we use daily in our craft – herbs, incense, charcoal, and yes, even crystals. Using crystals does not make you New Age, it makes you intelligent as they are incredibly useful and beautiful tools.

His second mistake was to assume all Pagans follow a myriad of gods and goddesses so are being guided by evil spirits. This is simply not true. Many Pagans, especially witches in my experience, do not work with any gods at all. I know quite a few who work regularly with one or two and I know a few who do but only on a casual basis to achieve something. I know many more who work with no deity at all. I personally, do not do the god thing at all, it’s far too much like religion to me and I reject religion entirely.

That is his third mistake, believing it to be a religion. To a large portion of us, Paganism is simply a way of life, a philosophy. There is ritual, yes, but not all of us do them regularly and not all of us invoke any deity to be involved. Again, we are a very diverse group. He kept commenting on Hinduism as though all of us are Hindus, he is sadly mistaken if he believes that.

This bloke then goes on to trash anyone who believes in past lives or any of the unseen aspects of this reality. He only believes in Science or ‘the provable’ as he calls it. If he only believes what we can perceive and measure than he is truly a fool. Even scientists admit that we can only perceive a tiny fraction of all that exists.

That is enough about this bloke, who I must say I think is an idiot. But he is typical of much of the Truth movement. They read lots of books, mostly each others, and they study videos and media. When it comes to analysing things like False Flags and the global control system they excel with their research. But when it comes to discussing spiritual aspects to stories or anything that cannot be measured, such as ghosts, past lives, channelling etc, they are seriously lacking.

They are so glued to Science that they cannot comprehend the Unseen, nor do they seem to want to. They refuse to accept that anything exists that Science cannot explain. The truth is that most of what exists cannot be seen by Science, hence it cannot explain it. That does not mean it doesn’t exist. Any knowledge obtained through a process other than Science must be dismissed by these narrow minds. What’s particularly galling is that they claim to be open minded, though they belie that as soon as they start speaking.

And of course, if these researchers do not believe something than anyone who does believe it must be wrong. The number of narcissists in the field is truly astounding. They really believe that they are right and that whatever filter they use to view the world (usually Christian in the western world) is the only truth. This of course, only takes them so far down the rabbit hole so to speak as their own beliefs will stop them going beyond a certain point.

Science is actually coming round to some of the ideas that this bloke and his ilk dismiss – such as our reality being holographic, that there is no physical at all. I do subscribe to this thought myself, it resonates very much with me at the moment. Many of my researches (not including books, but actual experiences) lead me to believe that everything is energy, and that the physical is simply a holographic simulation. That is my current thinking, I will add, I have no rigid beliefs, they change as new information is gained.

I will continue to listen to this chap, as I say I do not dismiss people because of a few disagreements. I’m sure I’ll enjoy most of his future podcasts. I can only hope that he extends his research somewhat.

Actually, I feel quite sorry for this researcher and his fellows as they very much limit their own reality. By seeing only the physical they miss nearly everything worth noticing. By insisting on being Muggles, they never realise their own power to control their own lives. They are trapped in the Matrix, never even trying to escape it and for that I pity them.

I fear they are doomed to remain trapped in the Matrix, something I do not intend to do.

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 24/07/2017

An Emancipated Witch

I apologise for not having written anything for some time, I’ve been coming to terms with a lesson that’s taken me all my 53 years to learn and it has stifled my inspiration somewhat.

The matter I’m musing on is Narcissists. I feel like I’m really beginning to understand them now, even though I’ve been dealing with them all my life. I’m amazed at how many there are around me, though I shouldn’t really be as our society creates them. Our Me,Me,Me society has created a dualistic situation where we are either givers or takers, there seems to be very little balance.

As a child, I was taught that I had to help everyone else and do what I was told regardless of my feelings or needs. To think of myself, I was told, was selfish and that was the worst thing anyone can be. I now know this to be bollocks. Elite bollocks designed to keep us in low vibrations thus eminently controllable. The elite are mostly narcissists. The worst thing anyone can be is a slave held in emotional servitude to another.

I’ve had several experiences in the last year that have been so educational, and emotionally draining, but I will leave these in the personal realm where they belong. One situation though is very public and I’ll use it to highlight what I mean. Facebook pages.  I will refer to facebook from here on as fb.

I have created and maintained several pages in the years I’ve been on fb. The same thing happens every time……there are a large handful of people who join the group purely for the chance to advertise their shop, blog, local event, etc. They have no intention of interacting with the group,  they see it only as free advertising.

What’s the harm in that, I hear you ask? Where is the harm in letting someone tell others about their event, blog or shop? The harm is that it only takes a couple constantly posting their things to completely hijack your page. As you post something on a fb page, it causes the rest of the posts to scroll down. So, anything I posted on my page was quickly obliterated from sight as the ads took prominence. The whole purpose of the fb page was immediately lost as the members could not see what I posted. It soon had me questioning why I bothered spending so much time creating and making the page if my posts were not seen by the members. It soon became clear that either the ads had to go or the fb page would. It was the ads that went and the pages returned to their original purposes.

I explained this to a shop owner recently who actually told me that they thought advertising local shops was the purpose of my fb page. The page in question is for organising a local Pagan moot which I summon and organise. That is all, it’s a simple page, so where they got that idea is a mystery to me. The same situation occurred with this page as with the others and soon the members were saying they would not bother reading the page as all they saw was adverts. So, I have banned all adverts now. You can’t ban some and allow others without getting grief, so I banned all. Many of those with things to advertise have responded well and happily. They know they are very welcome at our moot where they can talk about all the things they do and invite the members along.

But sadly, some have not and here we come to narcissists. I have been called all sorts of names from mean to bitch and beyond. This is the response of a narcissist – when they don’t get what they want they get nasty. The intention is for us to be so intimidated by them that we cave in and oblige them. I used to do this, I don’t anymore.

This doesn’t just happen on fb, oh no, it’s everywhere in my life. As people know I’m a healer, I get requests – no, demands – to come wherever they are and heal them. For free. I have been known to give free healings if a friend is in need, but I do not respond to demands. I don’t respond to emotional blackmail either – the ‘I’ll kill myself’ or ‘I’ll hurt someone’ ploys if I don’t do as they wish. These are all games in the narcissistic arsenal and I no longer play.

I’ve come to see that narcissists think so highly of themselves that they actually believe the rest of us exist to serve their needs. They literally see the rest of us as servants, not as equal human beings at all. They believe they are the holders of all knowledge and the rest of us are expected to sit quietly in worship as they tell us what they know. We are not permitted to speak and if we do we receive abuse.

There are as many narcissists in the Pagan community as in the society as a whole. One thing that does amaze and amuse me is how many followers these people acquire – I tend to call these people minions. I know that’s not very nice but that is exactly how they behave. It is nothing more or less than a personality cult.

For years, I mused at what I was doing wrong as one narcissist after another would get angry with me and start the rumours spreading and I watched those I thought to be friends turn against me. I now know that this is another of the narcissists games. It actually has a name given by psychiatrists – Projection. They are unwilling to see their own shortcomings and in an effort to be held accountable will project them onto someone else. Narcissists are never wrong you see.

The other game which has a name is Gaslighting. I quote from an article: “Gaslighting is a manipulative tactic that can be described in a different variation of three words, ‘that didn’t happen’, ‘you imagined it’ and ‘are you crazy’. It is perhaps one of the most insidious manipulative tactics out there because it works to distort and erode your sense of reality; it eats away at your ability to trust yourself and inevitably disables you from feeling justified in calling out abuse and mistreatment.”

The article goes on to mention the other manipulative tactics: nonsensical conversations from Hell, blanket statements and generalisations, deliberately misrepresenting your thoughts and feelings to the point of absurdity, nitpicking and moving the goalposts, changing the subject to avoid accountability, covert and overt threats, name calling, smear campaigns and stalking, love bombing and devalutation, bait and feign innocence, boundry testing and hovering, aggressive jabs disguised as jokes, shaming, etc,

I’ve watched quite a few go through all the stages in the last year or so, watched one take it so far that it broke up a moot because the narcissist disagreed with an opinion of them stated.


I muse about why so many Pagans are prepared to follow these narcissists. What is within them to need to follow? I don’t understand it and I will no longer play along. If that makes me a bitch so be it.

I’ve worked so hard to raise my frequency to the Heart chakra to get to where I now live in the vibration of Love. I know others who have also done so alongside me. We now see narcissists coming and do not play the games which put us front of the queue for abuse. So be it. It only makes us stronger. Of course, the narcissists don’t see this and continue. They are so low in vibration that they do not see clearly.  And they never look at themselves objectively.

One of the courses I took for healing, the first one, required me to look at myself honestly. To regularly review what I do and think. This was an extremely helpful exercise, one I repeat  daily. If we cannot see ourselves honestly, how can we see others? It’s something everyone should do, but one that a narcissist would not be capable of.

Going back to the fb thing…..Over the years, I’ve asked those who advertised on my pages if they would advertise my shop, blog, page, healing practice in return and was told No, they haven’t the space to advertise for others. Narcissists do not help others. They see no reason to reciprocate anything. There is no balance.

So, I now stand up to narcissists and say No to their very startled faces. After 53 years of bullying from all sides from these people, I have said No More. And I damn well mean it. I am now an emancipated witch. Hoorah!!

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 21/04/2017

Blahblahblah, Yawn

Watching yet another election cycle shows us how clueless most people are about our world. I am told I MUST vote for the one wearing a red rosette because blahblahblah, another tells me I MUST vote for the one wearing a blue rosette because blahblahblah, yet another says no, I MUST vote for the one wearing the yellow rosette because blahblahblah……ad nauseum.  Yawn.

All of them bring up issues that are vital to them – the NHS, the economy,  terrorism, welfare payments (they want more of them usually), and of course the EU and Brexit. At least no one has mentioned Gay marriage as their one priority like my parents did in the last three US elections. There is always one good thing to find in any situation, after all.

All of them have one thing in common – they actually believe that there is a difference between the political parties, they believe this to their core and will roll their eyes all the way up, laugh and call me names when I say there is none. When I say I have no interest in voting at all they can get quite abusive. I have not always held this view, in fact it’s a relatively new one in my life, only occurring about 14 years or so ago. I’m sorry it took me so long to see the truth, but better late than never, eh.

I’ve heard intense debates over which leader will be a better Prime Minister and why each party will make our country a Paradise. Blahblahblah. Yawn.  The election was only called a few days ago, for pity’s sake. It’ll seem an eternity to get through the next 6 weeks. I’m still recovering from the horror that was the last US election, and while I am still technically American, I don’t live in the US or vote there!

I am constantly amazed at how quickly people forget things. Orwell really did get it right in 1984 when he talked about the way history was constantly changed and no one noticed. How the enemy in the War Without End changed and no one noticed. That is the world we live in today – so few people remember the recent past or take much notice of anything beyond the latest reality TV show. I was told yesterday that the Tories (Conservatives for those not in the UK) have destroyed the NHS. Really? So when Blair (Labour PM) added a whole new level of management, with their large salaries and golden pensions, that was the Tories? When Blair (Labour PM) decided to enforce a policy of demanding that hospitals be leased from private owners (usually people who donated large sums to the Labour party) instead of the government owning these properties, that was the Tories ruining the NHS? The fact is that both parties have done damage to the NHS, diverting funds away from doctors and nurses and into their own pet schemes benefitting their own buddies. This is part of the globalist agenda, it has nothing to do with any particular party.

The same person tried to tell me that the Tories are the war party. That made me laugh so hard I could only utter one word – Blair! The UK have not had a warmonger like Blair for a very long time. How anyone could defend a party that allows Tony Blair to lead it, or even be a member of it  is beyond me.

On the news last night, people on the street were asked about who they would vote for. One man actually said he was voting Labour because the leader was ‘such a decent man, he makes his own jam, did you know that?’  He’s voting for a man because he makes his own jam. You couldn’t make that up! Another woman said it was her family tradition to vote Labour! She had no idea that she’d  just admitted that her family are brain dead. It certainly highlighted the fact that most humans are indeed unthinking sheepbots.

The Labour leader may indeed be a decent man. I have no doubt that on the back benches, way far to the back, in Parliament there are decent men and women. But in our current system they have no hope, no hope at all, of achieving anything concrete to help humanity.

I’ve only heard my MP (a Tory) speak once in Parliament, on the day of the debate about whether to bomb Syria. She stood up and asked the PM to praise the children of Ilkeston for making a birthday card for the Queen, and would he deliver it to Her Maj.  There are no words. I could only shake my head in disbelief. I saw her one day when I was on the bus and she was coming out of her office on the marketplace and looked around her looking frightened. If that’s all she has to bring to Parliament, she should be frightened of her constituents. I don’t remember which one of the American Founders said it, but he was right that government should be afraid of the citizens, not the other way around. Her response to the four emails I’ve sent her asking various questions have all been Conservative Party forms – the sort where they just write your name at the top and their name on the bottom. Useless. No, I did not vote for her and will laugh out loud if I see her name on the ballet this time.

I support NO political party, so I’m not picking on one, I pick on all of them. I can honestly say that there is NO politician I trust, of any colour rosette. As far as I’m concerned they are all a bunch of lying, self-promoting, paedophile protecting dirtbags.

The scale of delusion is remarkable once you see it, it truly is. I feel a bit ashamed it took me till 40 to see it. Now that I’m quite a bit beyond 40, it saddens me greatly that there are still so few who see that the parties all do the same thing. They may talk a lot and say they will do this that and the other, but when in power they do what the globalists, the ones with the money and the blackmail tapes, tell them to do. The ‘leaders’ we see are simply puppets to the puppeteers who are in the shadows.

So, the only issue for me in this or any other election, including the referendum to leave the EU, is to defeat the globalists. They are the enemy of humanity, they must be defeated – or ‘denominated’ as they say in the Law of One. I’m not saying I will not vote, but IF I cast a vote it will be for the ones who I think will actually follow through with Brexit. The EU is essential for the globalists plans for their World Government, they cannot have the latter without the former. So, it is essential for us to break up the EU. Seemples as the meerkat would say.

Following on that theme, I would love for Scotland to have their independence. And why not let the Irelands reunite as well. The more devolution the better if it kicks the globalist plans in the nether regions. To my mind, all other issues don’t really matter much. If the World Government becomes a reality, democracy is out the window and we can all kiss goodbye any freedoms we have left. So, the economy, NHS, wars and even 9/11 and UFO disclosure seem a bit secondary to me. Yes, by the way, I have heard one bloke say the latter was the most vital issue to him. Astounding really, I thought he was far more aware than that. Hm, oh well.

So, in June, if I see no candidate that I believe will follow through with Brexit I shall write a statement on my ballot telling them all why I turned up but voted for none of them. This is important too – we should show them that we are not simply lazy or apathetic, there is a reason we refuse to participate in the farce that is elections. Not that I think any of them will take any notice, but we do what we can.

The President of the EU told us the reason for the election, by the way, in case anyone is still wondering……he said that if the Conservatives lost, the UK can stop all the Brexit talk and come back into the fold without any recriminations. Aw, bless. We knew they’d get their second vote, didn’t we.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 29/03/2017

The Continuing Adventures of a Ghostbotherer

Our small band of intrepid souls have continued bothering ghosts this past winter, though not as often as during summer. Standing outside in the cold is not much fun so we tend to only go to indoor venues and these are not as plentiful, mainly as the majority of them want us to pay them money and we don’t do that. Money is not our incentive, we’ll neither pay nor charge. We do this as an ongoing research project of sorts. We are interested in the nature of reality far more than money.

We have recently been invited into a couple of private homes. These are always a pleasure to do as we have in the past been able to bring solutions to problems and that is incredibly satisfying. One of the recent ones in a private home did not yield any results but was enjoyable nonetheless. It was a challenge for me personally as I was forced to face a long-standing fear – reptiles. Growing up in Florida, I was surrounded by alligators, snakes, snapping turtles and lizards, many of whom could have killed me so I think the fear had a purpose. This home had a lizard pet sitting in front of a heatlamp, not in an aquarium. It sat there looking at me the whole time we were in the same room, which totally creeped me out. Then I heard that there was also a snake somewhere in the house, ‘probably hibernating in the floor boards’. That was it, all thoughts of ghosts gone from my head as I walked around the house in stocking feet (we were asked to remove our shoes) thinking only about this snake. I made it through the night but will not be visiting this house again no matter how lovely the homeowner is.

The next private home visit was far more fruitful though also a bit unnerving. It produced two very  good photos, which I’ll share:

reptile dude   Original of being outside window

Romer, 11.3.17.reptilian dude closeup  Close up of being

These show a being captured with the full spectrum camera – IR and UV – and not seen in the visible light range. It looks to me much like what abductees and witnesses say are reptilian aliens. it appears to be doing something with energy at this ladies solar plexus – the white mist. I’m quite intrigued by this photo and this being. I’ve sent it to a couple of people who make a study of UFOs and aliens to ask their opinion, but have not heard anything back. I don’t really expect to hear from them but it would be nice to as I value their opinions. Never mind. The lady, by the way, is about 5’6″ to get an idea of the size of the thing. Soon after this photo was taken, I went out in the same place to get some fresh air. I actually stood right where this thing is, shivered involuntarily and said ‘ooo, don’t like it here’ and went back inside. Now I know why I reacted like that.

Romer.11.3.17.white lady 1  Here you see an apparition, also in the IR range forming next to one of our group. This lady did say repeatedly that she felt a hand on her head and her shoulder throughout the evening. There was no maliciousness felt however. The figure is standing in front of a fireplace and yes you can see some of the things through it, but the figure seems to be between the fire and our table. There was no living person in the space and we did not see anything with our eyes. We were getting responses from a Monica on the Ouija board at this same time.

One other place we’ve gone recently was a local bingo hall (with a reputation for being haunted) who invited us in for one free investigation. Unfortunately, they also invited 20 other people, including another group. There were far too many people, most of whom did not seem to be capable of sitting still or being quiet, for any real investigating to happen. We had a couple conversations with spirit, but nothing of any great import and got nothing on the camera. All in all we were rather disappointed with that one but never mind, we’ll notch it up to experience.

Now the weather is improving we will be out and about more, haunting graveyards and secluded spaces talking to whoever will talk to us, preferably not the living asking us why we are in a graveyard at midnight.

The reaction I seem to get most is ‘if that thing was there you would have seen it’, followed by ridicule and accusations of photoshopping. I don’t know how to photoshop and wouldn’t bother if I did, what would the point of that be? I’m not out to prove anything to anyone. I don’t care if anyone else believes in spirit or aliens or not.

I am amazed at how few people understand me when I say it was taken in the Infrared range. People truly believe that they are able to see all that exists when in reality we perceive only a tiny fraction of all that exists and our camera proves it. Yes, indeed, we would have noticed a giant reptile thingy standing there if it was in our range of perception, but it wasn’t. The being does have the classic ‘busted’ look on its face – it clearly wasn’t expecting us to be able to detect it.

That is what is so fascinating about all this. Photographing and having intelligent conversations with beings that we can’t see is exciting to us and very informative as well. We learn something at nearly every location. This is us doing our own research, it’s a shame more people don’t.

Posted by: Pagan Muse | 16/02/2017


I was asked recently why I haven’t written for a while. For quite a few reasons was my answer. I write when inspired so I suppose I haven’t been sufficiently inspired for a while. So, what’s been going on in my little world? Quite a lot, both good and bad. The bad has come, as usual, mostly from the activities of the Archons.

I’ve talked about the archons enough to not want to go into any explanations – if any reader doesn’t know who or what they are, I refer them to past blogs.

These negative beings, minions of the negative force that seeks to control this Matrix, do love to kick us when we’re down, don’t they. They do not create the situations, they do not have creative abilities, but they certainly do exploit them when they occur.

Recently, one of my oldest and best friends died. It was unexpected to me as she never told me she was ill. We do not live in the same country anymore so we did not see each other face to face for many years. We did keep in close touch on the internet, however, and the loss is felt very strongly. We had a very comfortable friendship – one that picks up where it left off no matter how much time has passed between conversations. We cared for and respected each other totally. I miss her, I miss seeing her posts on facebook, I miss chatting with her on messenger, I miss seeing her photos. She was one of the very few people who understood me and accepted me, liked me even, for who I am. These people are rare in our lives, we should cherish them. I know she knew that I reciprocated that acceptance.

While I am indeed sad of her passing and miss her, I know there is no death, only a change in frequency. She lives on in the frequency of spirit. She has come to me a few times now in spirit and it was wonderful to speak to her. I know she is happy and is now travelling to all the places she could not go to in life. I am happy for her and a little envious too perhaps. I now see physical death as a positive thing – a step forward in our growth process. I know that sounds very strange to others, but that is how I see it. We are not our bodies, after all, we are the energy that animates them.  Physical death is like getting out of our car (the body, the vessel) and carrying on with our day.

You will not be surprised to hear that when it happened and I was still reeling from the shock, the archons struck. I’ve come to understand a bit better how they inhabit a living person – rather like a ghost possession to my mind – and use them to ‘get at’ us to bring us down in frequency, bring us back into the human flock. They do choose their living person wisely, I’ll give them that. They chose a friend who was already beginning to let her competitiveness and jealousy get the better of her.

I am always amazed at anyone who is jealous of me. I live a relatively simple life and (after many years of searching) have found my happiness and contentment with what I have so do not look for much else. Those who are always seeking and never happy with what they have do often have this jealousy, but I see it as their challenge, their problem, not mine. I have my own challenges and leave them to theirs. Our happiness and contentment is within us, of course, so we don’t have to look far. But many of us still manage to miss it for so much of our lives, don’t we.

So, this friend began in earnest to ‘go psycho’ as we say. She began a complete and very public meltdown that has split our local Pagan community in half. Synchronicity brought an article to my attention just as this manifested in full. It listed the 20 tactics a malignant narcissist will use to silence us. Boy, was it on target. My friend used all 20. I thank the article for reminding me what all this was and how to deal with it. I had learned these things in a basic Psychology course I took at Uni, but had forgotten most of it in the intervening 30 odd years. I won’t go into it in detail here so if you want to read this wonderfully useful article, you’ll find it here:

The ‘fight’ then went on in high gear. I put the word fight in quotes because it was completely one sided. She fought me, in increasingly personal terms, but I was not fighting her. For my part, I saw it as a debate. The subject matter makes me laugh now, it’s so ridiculous, but aren’t most arguments ridiculous when we look back on them.

The issue was that she hates Trump, hates him with a passion and I don’t. I don’t Hate at all. I wish no one dead. She found this impossible to accept. The funny thing is that last summer we had a discussion where she was telling me that Trump couldn’t possibly be part of the Establishment as he had gone bankrupt 4 times. I still don’t really follow that position but it doesn’t matter. My point was that if he wasn’t acceptable to the Establishment he would not have been allowed to be a candidate for the Presidency. Anyhow, soon afterward she changed her position completely and in the course of that decided that I had too. I hadn’t, by the way, but facts don’t fit into a narcissists reality. Nor does logic.

I do post political things on my facebook page, and do not apologise for it. I am, however, perfectly happy for anyone to disagree as long as it doesn’t degrade into personal insults. I do know that it doesn’t matter who lives in the White House as they are not the ones in charge. The Agenda will go ahead regardless. I did hope that it may go ahead much slower with Trump there and knew darn well that it would be full speed ahead if Hitlery got there. So, when Trump was elected, I was happy. In fact, my post was Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, give or take a few Ha’s. I find it hilarious to watch the Elite lose. His inauguration speech was a joy to watch. The faces of the Elite such as Obama and the Clintons were priceless.  I know in the end it won’t matter much, but we take what joy life gives us.

So, this ‘fight’ that has the local community gossiping was a case of she disagreed with me. That is all – she disagreed with me. Hardly a matter for calling in the troops, but that is exactly what happened. Now, friends are no longer friends and I am suddenly free on the third Thursday of each month as she’s removed me from her Moot. Today is the third Thursday and I’m sure my ears will be buzzing very soon. Meh, never mind. I can meet up with my friends – many of whom have also been removed for daring to stand up to her – any time we like. A couple of us had thought of going for lunch at the Moot pub but sitting in the other room, but in the end thought it not such a good idea.

A storm over nothing. This has happened to me at least twice in the past that I can think of.  I now muse upon why I keep attracting people like this to me. My ex-friend had the potential to do this from the moment we met, the Archons simply used her innate characteristics against me. She has done it before to others and bragged about it. What is it about me that attracts them? Is it my lesson to learn? I have learned a lot from this experience, that is certainly true and I am thankful for it. Do they have a lesson to learn from not beating me? Perhaps. Whichever, I hope it’s the end of it as it’s not a pleasant experience, not at all.

I wonder if she’s learned anything from this experience? I wonder if she’s thought about it in those terms at all? I’m constantly mystified by people who do not think beyond the physical. Who never think outside the 5 sense world – never contemplate the bigger picture. I know this will sound arrogant, but what a shallow existence that is, to only be concerned with physical things and never even wonder about anything deeper. To go to the grave thinking ‘if only my body was skinnier and prettier, if only I’d had more money’ is a very sad prospect indeed to me. They will be trapped in this Matrix forever if they stick to this thinking life after life, trapped in an endless cycle of reincarnation. That would be a tragedy to my mind, never learning. never growing, never escaping the Matrix. I sincerely hope my ex-friend does not fall into this trap. Even after all that has passed, I feel no animosity towards her and wish her the best. For the record, I never did feel any animosity towards her.

So, these past few months have been very active for me, on a spiritual level. I grieve, and celebrate, the life of one true friend and grieve for the loss of one that is still living that was not so true.

Funny old thing – life – isn’t it.


Posted by: Pagan Muse | 13/01/2017

Talking Politics

I’ve been musing for some time now about this particular subject. No one thing has sparked this blog, but a culmination of the same issue coming up again and again. When this happens there is a lesson in there somewhere so I watch. I’m still not quite sure what the lesson is but my musing will now be written down.

I’m constantly told that I ‘talk politics’ too much. I’m also constantly told by others that they ‘don’t talk politics’. This confuses me as I don’t see how you can separate politics from life.

When we complain that we can’t get an appointment to see a doctor, complain that the school is (or is not) teaching a particular subject, complain about the price of food and clothing, complain about the state of the roads, complain about the cutting down of trees or how crowded and expensive it is to ride a train or an airplane we are ‘talking politics’.

When we speak of how great it is that we are allowed to worship in whatever way we choose, that it’s good that we take in refugees, how great it is that Pagans can now be legally married at the Goddess Temple or how it’s good that that baker was told they were not allowed to discriminate against gay customers we are ‘talking politics’.

Whether we like it or not, policies made by our political class have a direct effect on every part of our lives. These effects are both positive and negative, but they are effects nonetheless. When we discuss  them we are indeed ‘talking politics’.

So, I have been thinking why so many people have this perception that ‘talking politics’ is an undesirable, and downright detestable, thing to do. The only answer I can come up with that makes sense to me is that they have been conditioned to think that. I realise that sounds arrogant to most people, and that is not my intention, but it is the only reason that makes sense to me. We cannot avoid the fact that our perceptions are constantly manipulated, that we are conditioned from cradle to grave to think the way the system wants us to. Clearly they don’t want us to ‘talk politics’ as when we do we begin to think deeply about things and that may cause us to break out of the conditioning, even for a moment, and then we see the system for what it truly is.

I’ll give a clear example of what happens to me. I was born and raised in the southern US but have lived, for the most part, in the UK since 1985. I am now a British citizen and consider myself British. I love living in England and would not live anywhere else. My accent, however, betrays my US roots so I am always asked where I am from. The next question, inevitably, is do I go back often. My answer is No, I don’t. Why? Here comes the bit where I ‘talk politics’. The answer is always twofold: 1. I can’t afford to, and  2. Obama has made it impossible for me to.

Oh dear, I said the word Obama. I am ‘talking politics’. The truth, however,  is that he is indeed the reason I won’t go back. He has brought in policies that say that ex-pats must enter the US on an American passport, and they must use it to leave as well. I refuse to have a US passport, preferring to travel on my British passport. The reasons are both economic and ideological. To obtain this passport I must go to London (250 miles from my home), use the photographer they tell me and pay a ridiculous amount of money to have all my biometric data imprinted into a document. That is the economic issue. There is an overriding problem for me though in that I refuse to support the Endless War that the US has been waging for the last few decades. I simply refuse to endorse it in any way and giving them money to carry their passport is indeed endorsing their policies.

I personally know of a man in the same circumstances that I am regarding citizenship. He recently went to the US for a family occasion which he did not make as they put him in jail for not using a US passport. He now has a criminal record and is a few thousand dollars poorer. I did a bit of research and found that Obama has indeed been busy these last couple of years changing everything regarding ex-pats. We are not allowed to own shares and recently we had to close our bank account when they threatened to take the money as we ‘did not use the account regularly enough’. All my ties to the country of my birth, except my family of course, are now severed.

I looked into renouncing my citizenship, but found that if I took that path they would send me a bill for 2,500 dollars, which I don’t happen to have. So, I will simply continue to ignore them. Unfortunately this means I cannot go back for a visit even if I wanted to. I have a niece getting married soon and I would like to attend, but will not be. She understands but it is unfortunate. So you see how I cannot explain this without ‘talking politics’.

I’m sure there are some saying ‘swallow your principles and get the passport’. No, I won’t. Not supporting a corrupt system is something I am dedicated to and will not cease. That is what they want me to do therefore that is what I will not do. I am totally unimpressed with Obama for putting me in this situation in the first place. Why does he have to be such a dick as to dictate how ex-pats live anyway. Because he is part of the system, that’s why. They want us to do as they bid so will punish anyone who strays. Americans do seem to have difficulty in understanding anyone who wishes to live in another country. That is a shame, but it is their problem, not mine. I’ve also learned, by the way, that if you  renounce your US citizenship, you are only allowed to be in the country for 30 days a year from then on. How spiteful can they get?

So, it seems to me that stopping someone from ‘talking politics’ is the same as calling them racist every time they mention immigrants or calling them a conspiracy theorist if they talk about anything other than an official story. It’s simply a way of cutting off discussion. It’s the sheepdog herding a stray sheep back into the fold, or at least attempting to do so. I’m sure that most of these folks don’t even realise what they are doing, the conditioning runs that deep. I’m also sure that too many people just don’t want to engage the brain at all so they act almost robotically in obeying the programming. Yes, I know that sounds arrogant too, but tough.

Perhaps there isn’t a lesson here for me after all, perhaps I’m just the stray sheep that the sheepdogs can’t help but try to recover. Hmm, will have to muse further……


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